
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
6 months and 9 days.
Honestly, this lasted longer than I expected.
I'm sorry for all the hurt I've inflicted on you. I'm sorry for all the bad things that I have done. I shouldn't have said yes even though I was uncertain about being ready and all that crap. Shouldn't have gone so fast, too fast.
But I'm also really happy for the beautiful memories that we have created and I hope you find someone that deserves you better than me.
Perhaps, I'm not the right one for anyone. For now at least, because even I don't know what I want.
Lesson learnt the hard way because when some things are taken away, you never get it back. ever.
But it was worthwhile.
I think I have too much expectations and standards that I set for myself and just what a relationship was supposed to be like. And reality is really pretty much different from what I thought reality was supposed to be like.
It's all part of growing up.
Never thought that it would be a SD lesson that made me become so sure of my decision.
I'm sorry.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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