Relatives from Malaysia came over to give out wedding invitations. The newly weds took over my room and I hope they don't do anything -cough- on my bed.
And so as always, the awkward family dinners with the extended family. And but of course, how can we forget the aunt that
hates loves me. Please, I was like educating her sec 2 daughter about how to think through before choosing her subject combination in sec 3 the next year and what to look forward to in JC and stuff. Not even a thank you and oh of course, how can she forget to tell me that I'm fat! It's a must isnt it! Was talking about how I got my PE exemption and her lovely reply was "No wonder you're so fat." Thank you so much. It's people like her that fuck up people like me with self-esteem already ruined. And people like me with fucked up self-esteems together with fucked up people like her fuck up beauty standards and together we form one beautiful fucked up society filled with lovely fucked up people.
I love the word 'fuck' it's so flexible.
This is really out of point, but really.
And so I felt really horrible. And just wished that I could go to the toilet to puke out my dinner or something. (why didn't she say that during dinner and not after damnit.)
Told the boy about it, and he said "
You're beautiful". I've read far too many fanfics about how those words can make someone feel good. And it really does. He changed the subject really fast, well, considering how we have not really discussed about what the fuck we are right now, but he said it anyways.
I'm beautiful, so fuck you.
Don't ask me why there are so much swearing in this post, it's because FUCK YOU THAT'S WHY.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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