http://stopthe-pretence.blogspot.sg/2012/03/truth-behind-my-jc-life.html?m=1
Seems like everybody is talking about this post tonight. Mixed feelings after I read this blog post. It's really well written.
At first I thought that what this girl, xinlin, went through, was rather similar to how I felt in SNsecondary. Just, it's really different I guess. JC and secondary. The difference between the two is too different to be able to do a proper comparison. But it's similar, similar.
The post made me want to study, made me want to work harder. But then as I continued reading on the car on the way home. I thought about how I've not done a single bit of revision this June holiday. I did nothing. I really really did nothing. I don't know what I'm going to do for promos. I don't know how I'm going to continue going on. She had dance, she was passionate about dancing and she'd be suspended if she failed or something. But I'd probably rejoice if I was suspended from guzheng. Not that I hate guzheng, just I don't really care about it? I don't particularly like it anyway.
School is going to reopen on Monday, and I still have so much homework undone. I don't know what to expect for term 3. I don't know what to expect, what to do.
I don't even like anything that I'm studying now. I don't know what I want to do in the future. I don't even know how to go about applying for a university after A levels. I don't even know if I can promote to JC2. I don't even know shit about scholarships (think they're all over already anyway.) I don't want what I can do about life after CJ.
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Our grades will get us to somewhere, somehow and it will most likely be the best for us (: "
I really like this line. Because my O levels results brought me to CJ and I think life in CJ is much better than what I had expected and perhaps, this is really most likely what is the best for me.
Life still goes on.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
10:02 PM