I've not given up the desire of wanting this year's countdown to be special.
I still want to be someone's special someone. But my rational mind tells me that it's stupid to get into a relationship now because there's no point getting into a relationship fast, because you'll just fall out of it even faster. There's no point in getting into a relationship now because it's JC after all and you need to study.
But still, feels kind of lonely when you see all the couples around. Being cute and all.
-/
Got back three of my midyear papers. I did okay as compared to some others I'd say. At least I haven't failed anything yet.
A for H2 math.
E for H2 bio.
E for H1 geog.
I'm like one fucking mark away from a D for bio. Fuck this shit. And the highest in class is a D .__. so basically, I'm second highest in class for bio. HAHAHA. AND I WAS FANGIRLING THE NIGHT BEFORE. OOOOH HELL YEAH. HAHAHAHA.
#fuckyeahhhhhh
but no. E is not enough. I need to do better than this.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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