Can I just stop studying and just fail bio? I mean, what's the worse that can happen? Retain? Come at me bro.
I really, really just can't any of this anymore. I swear it's because of bio that I don't even have a single bit of inspiration to write another paragraph for my xiao shuo. All I want to do is just take my computer with me and type away. I want to write.
I don't understand a single shit about DNA transcription and translation. Why must the DNA strands be read from 3' to 5' direction? Why must the daughter strand in DNA replication be elongated in the 5' to 3' direction? WHY ARE ALL OF THIS SO FUCKING CONFUSING?! The only subject that I actually like now is only math. Math and only math. It was the only paper that I took without feeling fucking screwed up after that. I actually don't even want to go for the class outing to celebrate the end of MYE tomorrow because I want to continue writing...
What is wrong with me. How long can this last. How much more can I take. How will my future be like. I don't know.
But life goes on.
If I actually retain this year, I'm not even going to bother to take another year in JC. But I don't want to go to a poly either. I mean the only courses I was interested in was Biotech/biomed and NOW I HATE BIOLOGY SO FUCKING MUCH. So I'm pretty left with nothing much to choose from.
Fuck life.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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