
Saturday, December 24, 2011
And suddenly on the eve of Christmas 2011, I feel so absurdly pathetic and lonely.
Christmas had never mattered to me, still doesn't in fact. But while everyone is out there partying away and busy gift-wrapping and writing Christmas cards, I'm just lying down on my bed watching episodes after episodes of dramas and animes.
I actually just want someone to talk to. But I go on msn, and only my brother is online. I don't know where the one hundred and six people on my contact list went to.
I suppose this is how you live life when you're single and without a single friend there for you all the time.
Well well, I know that my laptop will always be there for me, until it dies that is, but I hope it doesn't.
It's all I have now.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
10:50 PM