Gosh,,,,, it's been a jolly long time since I entered fandom heehee. And a really really long times since the day my thirteen men entered SM Ent. and trained and trained and trained- just to get dissed by the Leesooman himself that out of the whole group he chose a few to be the best (which was TVXQ) and the rest were to be dissolved but since they had a contract he couldn't. So he formed a project group with SJ and ohohohoho, the results to him were shocking. oh fuck you, you should be surprised for underestimating SJ's potential.

Sad to say that I had not been with SJ since the very beginning six years ago to witness their debut stage of TWINS where you can't even see yesung for around 3 seconds. Donghae's poodle hair, Heechul's scary cinderella hair, and when kangin was actually skinny. Sad to say that I had not been there either when kyuhyun joined and SJ received their first win from promoting U. Oh my crybabies ;____; Eunhyuk's tears, he cried so much You guys deserved it.

I'm even more embarrased to say that I only entered the SJ fandom when kibum starting to become MIA. When sorry sorry was introduced into kpop. When the hallyu wave started in Singapore, where all the disgusting people started joining kpop. But I entered, and I thought it would have been short-lived like how my love for dbsk ended after a short period of 5 months. But no, I stayed because I can't leave. ): Even now when Heechul had left for the army, and it has only been a while since he joined, so many months more till his discharge from the army. Will I stay till then? I'm not sure myself, but I think so, and I hope so. One by one, I witnessed the members leaving... Cried buckets when Hankyung's lawsuit started. Couldn't believe all that he was saying during chinese interviews. Getting torn between, hating hankyung for making Heechul all emo FOR THREE WHOLE MONTHS and not wanting him to leave so that SJ will be complete. And Kangin's DUI accident, and he enlisted, and grew fatter. oh the irony. BUT HE'S GOING TO DISCHARGE SOON. OMGOMGOGMOG. I MISS HIS VOICE SO MUCHHH. And then now Heechul's gone.

From 13 members that couldn't sqeeze into a photo and when they're in one photo you have to squit to look at each member, to a pathetic photo with lots of empty spaces around the members- 9 members. How miserable.

I spent a great lot of time, and a great lot of money on kpop, and on SJ. But it was all worth it I would say.

Just, HAPPY SIXTH ANNIVERSARY SUPERJUNIOR, and stop losing members.

COME BACK ALREADY. ALL OF YOU.