While bathing, I just randomly thought about the time where my family met up with my uncle's family to go to the temple to pray to my grandfather during the seventh month (or maybe his death anniversary?) I don't know but. Anyway, we had breakfast together after the praying and my aunt was boasting (and complaining) about how busy she is with work as well as my uncle and then she was like "Trini, you know how to cook anot! My chelsea and cheryl both younger than you but they know how to cook rice you know!" On the outside, I was like uh I know how to do that too. (Although, to be completely honest, I've never cooked rice before. Well, to defend myself, I do know how to fry an egg and cook delicious instant noodles. I CAN FRY SIMPLE STUFF OKAY. and I bake cookies (with my mama) and uh, that's about all ): ) But yes back to the main story, on the inside I was basically screaming at her and going "WTF. THEY KNOW HOW TO COOK RICE JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE A FAIL MOTHER THAT THINKS THAT WORK IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN HER CHILDREN AND SO THEY HAVE TO EAT TAKEAWAY FOOD EVERYDAY. WHICH IS WHY THEY HAD TO LEARN HOW TO COOK RICE. I HAVE A LOVING AND CARING MOTHER THAT FETCHES ME TO AND FRO FROM SCHOOL EVERY SINGLE DAY (UNLESS SHE'S BUSY WHICH IS SUPER RARE) AND COOKS FOR ME EVERY NIGHT UNLESS WE GO OUT FOR SHOPPING AND EAT OUT. Excuse me? This is how your children, my cousins, are supposed to be living. Don't talk to me about being independent. Independence is not about having to take care of your own meals at the age of 13 and 11. Independence is about having the freedom to do what you want, and with the freedom you have you take care of yourself properly and don't screw up your life. It's not about throwing your children to take care of themselves and only see their faces for prolly a few hours before they sleep and go to school themselves early in the morning. I am digressing from what I was talking about, which is me being pissed off that my aunt dissed me for not being about to cook rice. What so great about knowing how to cook rice when I have a great mother that cooks superbly well and takes care of my diet. Although she calls me fat all the time and limits the amount of rice I eat everynight, she buys me anything and everything I want or need. She brings me out often together with my father. And we have awesome times together. Do you and your family have that? IN YOUR FACE. NO. BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO BUSY WORKING OH SO HARD.

Take that. I can't cook rice. SO WHAT.

-,-

I really love that song though. And though it's a little late. okay fine, make that VERY late. I like grenade. Blame all these on my brother for emoing and listening to talking to the moon.

Today's em paper 1 was quite alright surprisingly but my paper 2 is going to pull down all my marks anyway.

Lit paper 1 & 2 in a few hours, and I haven't even started. (Y) I admire my hate for lit.

Barely did any revision for am :/

I mean tuition counts as revision right? I've been doing integration at tuition. LOL. Did two am paper 1s today. Which is rather little considering how we ended school at 10am today. But there were so little differentiation and integration questions. :/ I'm going to die if they decide to put differentiation and integration into paper 1 tomorrow.

Had a fucking terrible headache in the afternoon. Like wtf. I felt so sick. Like my whole fucking body. Took two panadols and slept and then two birds were standing on a window pane each and woke me up 'bout 2 hours later. OTL. let me sleep yo.

But panadol works wonders ^^

The only reason why I'm typing this post is because I refuse to move on to lil. I mean I don't even know where to start from.

Finished 8 episodes of this new japanese drama I'm watching in 2 days. 2 more episodes left before the show finishes. But. wtf it's not complete. guess i'll watch it together when both of them aired and are subbed already. It's this intersexual show. Where a person is born with both a dick and a vagina/ovary and testicles whatever.

Funny and sad at the same time. :)

Dreamt of coach dominic last night. HAHA :D

Though I don't know why you're feeling so emo nowadays, I thought I was supposed to be the one that is always emo. HAHA. And I'm tryna guess who is the 'you' you're always talking 'bout in your blog posts and twitter RTs and tweets. Made a few guesses. But the 'you' doesn't matter to me. Just stop feeling so sad hokay. If you think you did nothing wrong. Then you did nothing wrong. If you can't get the friendship back. Then you can't get it back. It isn't easy to just get over it like that, but if you tried, you know that you've tried and stuff. And if it doesn't work. Then it's her loss. Say too bad for her and continue playing with bumpy. AND REMEMBER TO WASH THE BIG BUMPY. MAKE HIM SMELL LIKE BUMPKIN SO THAT I'LL LIKE HIM. HEH. 聼道了嗎？Studying session failed, so you shall never lure me out to your house again with food. That is, if I'm studying in the library or something.

So stop crying. Stop writing letters. Stop thinking about the past. Stop making yourself feel sad. Stop clinging on to those memories.

A part of me thinks that I have no right to type out all these. Because I myself do all those stuff. But. well. suck it up jezminz. you got to listen to me :)

I love you my mistress that I dumped but forgot why, buy more 白い恋人 for me when you go over to hokkaido. ^^