It's already not about the shit i forgot what if ms lim doesn't want to take my cca records and edit the data in the computer. I mean I've not talked to ms lim yet. But just what if, what if she refuses to take it. what am i going to do. I blamed. I blamed the pe leader in my class for not announcing in class loudly. why did I not hear any announcement? Why did I not notice people handing up their cca records? Why did I just leave it under my table and rush home immediately after school? It's not like I had anything to do apart from piano. I mean. I know it's my fault. I can't possibly blame her for not coming to ask me for it. It's not her job too. It's all my own fucking fault. Because I fucking forgot. Have you not forgotten to bring something or do something? Just because I totally simply forgot to hand it up. Does that mean that I fail at doing things? Does that mean that I don't deserve to be forgiven? Saying that I forgot is such a lame excuse. Such a lame and overused excuse. But does that mean that it's not the truth? Just why did I forget ufhg. I just pray that ms lim will take it in. She can scold me however she want. Yeah yeah, I am irresponsible. Whatever.
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there is no one there for you at all, is there? When you get into trouble, no one cares. They ask you a few questions show you some shocked expression and go back to whatever they're doing. No one cares, no on bothers. It's your own problem, don't get me into trouble too. No one can help you. All alone. in this sad sad world. Nothing you can do. The only person or the people that will care is only because they are in the same trouble too. Why are we always all alone in this sad sad world. The tears belong to us and us only. No one goes up to you and say more than a "Are you okay?" Are you blind? No I'm not okay. I'm just crying for fun to test if my tear glands are working. People around you continue to laugh and giggle and be in their own happy bubble. Your tears don't matter at all. Not to anyone at all. Because after all, we are all selfish people.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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