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Trini's.
121095.
CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School (Primary & Secondary)
P1P, P2W, P3P, P4P, P5C, P6C
S1C, S2P, S3L, S4L
PUBLICATIONS.
Catholic Junior College
1T28
GUZHENG ENSEMBLE

What is the difference between loving and liking?

Random musings

you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
to live life your way.

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Sunday, July 31, 2011

haven't blogged in ages!

Monday, July 25, 2011

Just. What do you want from me ):

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Mad tired ): handed in two blank pieces of paper with a few lines scribbled on it just for show for history lol fail bio was alright I guess but i don't think I can get an a not even an a2 I hope la okay and I really want to pass next week's amath test sigh but it's trigo and integration andbj think I forgot how to do differentiation sigh gg again yesterday's emath test was such a joke lol I left 31 out of 65 marks blank good jobbbb laugh and then there's lit tomorrow same thing will happen for sure I feel so disconnected from the worl although I have my I touch havent been on the computer for like four days in a row break record already WHOO and then there's like amath tuition again tomorrow I'm so tired )))): my eyebags are horrible!! BUT OMG SUJU'S FIFTH ALBUM COMING OUT ON THIRD AUGUST!!!!! CAN'T FREAKING WAIT And there's Chem spa on that day but that is not the point omgggg I MISS SUJU SO MUCH I MISS HEECHUL SO MUCH OMGGG THIRD AUGUST HURRRRRRYYYYY!!!!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Can't seem to concentrate on anything. today countdown turns into double digit. 99 days more to o levels. 99 days... and what am i doing. I don't even know what i'm doing anymore. I don't want to study. I don't want to study anymore. Can I? I don't have a dream. I dont have an ambition. I don't know what I want in life.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

我愛你的心情，你能了解嗎？

Friday, July 15, 2011

I don't know what I was thinking about yesterday. Too pissed off. and typed a whole bunch of really uhm, bad words? Whatever.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

SHE IS A BITCH. SHE IS A FUCKING BITCH. ISNT THE SCHOOL A SUPPOSED TO BE A PLACE FOR US TO MAKE MISTAKES AND LEARN FROM IT? WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH HER. WE LOOKED FOR HER TWICE. TWO FUCKING TIMES. WE WERE SO FUCKING WORRIED OVER THIS WHOLE FUCKING THING. SHE JUST DOESNT WANT TO ACCEPT IT. SHE WANTS TO MAKE THINGS UGLY HUH. FINE. I'LL MAKE IT BIG TOO THEN. WE WERE APOLOGETIC. AFRAID OF GOING UP TO HER. WE EVEN WROTE A FUCKING LETTER OF APOLOGY. SHE DOESNT WANT IT. NO. SHE DOESNT EVEN WANT TO ACCEPT ANY LETTER OF APOLOGY. WHAT A FORGIVING PERSON. WHAT A TEACHER. ARE TEACHERS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE FORGIVING AND UNDERSTANDING? WHAT KIND OF A TEACHER IS SHE. JUST TO STICK TO HER PRINCIPLES? SHE NEEDS TO GET THE FUCKING STICK OUT OF HER ASS ALREADY. FUCKING BITCH. IT'S NOT LIKE I DONT THINK THAT ITS MY FAULT. I DO. WHY THE SHIT IS SHE SO ANAL. FUCK THE SCHOOL'S PE DEPARTMENT.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

I'm so fucking sick and tired of all these already. Tests after tests after tests. Constantly running out of time. Having fear creeping in about susie and Cca records although I don't want to feel scared at all. feeling extremely useless and emoing during recess doing nothing but staring out of the window. Wanting to go up and spend time with friends but too depressed to even stand. forcing back the tears down that keeps threatening to fall. No I won't cry in school. This sucks. I had enough.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Oh and Susie just totally missed my point that I forgot to hand in my cvs records she didnt even bother to listen to any excuse whatsoever "I brought my cvs records on that day I just forgot to hand it in to my pe leader" "if you brought it you should have just handed it in" SHE JUST TOTALLY MISSED THE POINT THAT I FORGOT TO HAND IT IN. Seriously. Uhgjhdklduabhzlps

So susie refuses to accept my cca records. I expected that. but honestly do we not deserve a second chance just because i simply forgot? I admit that it's my fault that i did not take responsibilty and whatever shit. but does that mean that I do not deserve those two points that i looked for so desperately? I tried so hard to get all my cca points just so that i can get my two bonus points. and now just because of a simple human mistake. forgetfulness. that i have to let all my previous efforts go to waste? I had fretted so much about getting 16 originally and thinking of what i have done so that i can scrap a 20. BY THE WAY. BY NOT ACCEPTING MY CCA RECORDS MEANS NOT ACCEPTING THE AMENDMENTS I'VE MADE ON IT. THAT ALSO MEANS THAT THE SCHOOL IS NOT RECOGNISING WHAT I'VE DONE. WHAT I HAD REPRESENTED THE SCHOOL FOR. MY LEADERSHIP IN CLASS. (class monitor.) THAT MEANS THAT THE SCHOOL IS NOT ACKNOWLEDGING WHAT I'VE DID. THAT'S MORE THAN THOSE FUCKING TWO POINTS. WHAT I'VE DONE IS NOT GOING TO BE REFLECTED ON MY FUCKING CCA RECORDS. and also. if they refuse to accept my cca records the next day (susie didn't come from thursday all the way till today okay) THEN WHY DOES THE FUCKING SCHOOL ACCEPT DONATIONS FROM THE PLEDGE CARD THE NEXT DAY? HUH. PEOPLE FORGOT TO BRING THEIR PLEDGE CARD DONATIONS ON FRIDAY. WHY DOES THE SCHOOL STILL ACCEPT THE DONATIONS ON MONDAY. PEOPLE FORGOT TO BRING ON MONDAY. THEY STILL ACCEPT IT ON TUESDAY. BECAUSE ITS FUCKING MONEY FOR THE FUCKING NEW SCHOOL CAMPUS? AND THE CCA RECORDS CONCERNS MY FUCKING FUTURE WHICH COLLEGE IM GOING TO AND SHIT. THIS IS RIDICULOUS OKAY. fuck you bitches. fuck you.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Real convenient to update using Itouch I realized. So I've decided to lock my computer up because honestly I don't even know what I'm doing everyday doing the same old things everyday I lead such a meaningless life ))))); and the thing is I don't do my math and then everyday after and during math lessons in school I'll be like wtf is she doing sigh and then it doesn't help when nth is the lesson before recess for four days in a Week it just sucks makes me not want to go anywhere for recess sigh. -. Oh and I really wanted to just say this although it's an old issue and stuff. I really miss the 2008/9 Kpop period everything at that time was so awesome just saying this cause I was watching ok'd wonderbang videos and gosh I live wonderbang!! Especially top and yubin together omg perfect hotness back then there just enough bands with some debuting with decent enough songs. Now? I don't even know the numbernof groups that are debuting it just doesnt stop enough is enough seriously at least debut them with nice songs but ugh no all people care about is how they're cute or not I miss the days where wonder girls were still in Korea not a wonderful but it was mice to haven them there they just comeback with some mediocre two different tears and left? And they're not popular in the states too sigh and big bang had such good songs seriously haru haru and lies last farewell etc they were so awesome tonight was disappointing since they were gone for so long but I'm not a VIP anyway just doing my usual Kpop rant as usual. No one reads this anyway

Sunday, July 10, 2011

So many typos in the post below ))))):<

Currently using my Itouch to blog and it really sucks cause I can't type on this thing for god's sake. And I just fucking realized that I slacked the whole weekends away. I did nothing like practically nothing at all oh I'm getting the hang of this it corrects all the typos anyway heh I'm just too lazy to put in all the punctuations yeah and seriously I I nothing and I didn't type heechul and leeteuk's dedications I ought to die ))))): annoying anemone yet to study at all for the five tests week shit seriously sometimes I don't even know what in ding anymore sometimes wouldn't it be easier if we could just end everything but no we can't I watched the day after tomorrow just now its so good I swear I love that movie it's so good haha and we should all conserve the environment or else we'll go back to the ice age hahahhaha anyway I'm still really scared about Susie tomorrow ))))): at least I have Chloe with me she wouldn't accept my i forgot reason I bet but i can't do anything about it I just hope she'll accept it after all the scolding I'm prepared to get sigh sometimes I really really just hate myself. Alot.

Currently hooked on britney spears's (drop dead) beautiful. man, its been a long time since i got hooked on an english song. HAHAHA. starting to like dance more. thanks to ziting that spammed with dance vids yesterday night. its not like i can dance though. AHAHAHA.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

I want to visit so many places in the world. Ranking first: Italy♥

Thursday, July 7, 2011

It's already not about the shit i forgot what if ms lim doesn't want to take my cca records and edit the data in the computer. I mean I've not talked to ms lim yet. But just what if, what if she refuses to take it. what am i going to do. I blamed. I blamed the pe leader in my class for not announcing in class loudly. why did I not hear any announcement? Why did I not notice people handing up their cca records? Why did I just leave it under my table and rush home immediately after school? It's not like I had anything to do apart from piano. I mean. I know it's my fault. I can't possibly blame her for not coming to ask me for it. It's not her job too. It's all my own fucking fault. Because I fucking forgot. Have you not forgotten to bring something or do something? Just because I totally simply forgot to hand it up. Does that mean that I fail at doing things? Does that mean that I don't deserve to be forgiven? Saying that I forgot is such a lame excuse. Such a lame and overused excuse. But does that mean that it's not the truth? Just why did I forget ufhg. I just pray that ms lim will take it in. She can scold me however she want. Yeah yeah, I am irresponsible. Whatever.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

WHY. JUST WHY DO I ALWAYS SCREW UP. GODDAMN MY MOTHERFUCKING LIFE. SERIOUSLY. FUGABRUOBGPUREBGPUIREBAGPUIAE

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Tests and homework piling up. Today during math lesson, my mood fell all the way down. Felt so helpless and stupid. ):< I mean like with chloe and rena just progressing much faster than i am. I just feel so. yeah. sigh. These feelings are overwhelming and hard to control. Who knows I might just burst into tears someday. HAHA. why oh why is math the bane of my life. and so is lit. lit is worse actually. sigh oh sigh. why are all my humanities so bad? cry oh cry. The days are just flying past. Sleep is never enough. The day never gets cooler. I never stop getting fatter. Wishes never come true. Hopes and desires are never fulfilled. The temptation to keep eating is only increasing. my oh my. When will this all ever end? I'm already compiling a list of dramas to watch. the end of O levels are so near yet so far. How long will I last without failing? Why is my life filled with so many uncertainties. How to curb binge eating desires? Will the friendships all work out? Why am I feeling awkward.

Day 10: One person you can trust

Monday, July 4, 2011

Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Last sports day in SN. Luckily I went. Else, I would have really regretted.