Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
1. HOW?
2. WTF?
3. OMG. WTH.
-.
THE WORDS THAT I USE EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL ARE MORE THAN THREE D:<
anyway. they gave back cca records today. 16. after adding 2 more for cip and 1 for the chinese newsmaker thingy. 19. THAT. IS SUCH A SAD SAD NUMBER. 20. JUST ONE MORE. I JUST NEED ONE MORE MOTHERFUCKING POINT. i pray being a monitor last year will get me one more. or else...
/stressed like shit over it.
--.
AND. I LOVE PAPERCLIPS. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE PAPERCLIPS? THEY'RE SUCH CUTE. UH THINGYS. THEY'RE SO CUTE. AND USEFUL. YAY.
i am so tired. and it's only day 3.. GOD.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:57 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
I DONT UNDERSTAND PEOPLE THAT HATE ON THEIR IDOLS OVERNIGHT JUST BECAUSE THEY REVEALED THAT THEY'RE DATING. SO WHAT IF THEY'RE DATING. JUST BECAUSE HE'S AN IDOL HE CAN'T DATE? OPPARRRRR ISNT YOURS BITCH. HE CAN DO OFF WELL WITHOUT YOU AS A FAN AND HIS GF'S LOVE.
I WAS SUPER SURPRISED WHEN JONGHYUN AND SEKYUNG CAME OUT. BUT NOW THAT JUNHYUNG AND HARA REVEALED THAT THEY'RE DATING. THE ONLY THING THAT I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THAT. THEY'RE A WEIRD MATCH. MY 2JUN SHIP SUNK. MY JUNKI (JUNHYUNG/HONGKI) SHIP SUNK. AND MY JUNSEOB SHIP SUNK TOO. THAT'S ALL.
WHAT'S THE POINT OF HATING ON HIM. WHY THE SHIT IS IT HIS FAULT FOR DATING.
I'M PLEASANTLY SURPRISED THAT I'M NOT OVERREACTING OVER THE FACT THAT JUNHYUNG IS DATING. CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT HE'S MY BIAS IN BEAST.
(AND I PERSONALLY DO NOT LIKE GOO HARA. OR CONSIDER HER PRETTY.) BUT IF HE LIKES HER. THEN SO BE IT. WHATEVER. I CAN STILL ENJOY HIS LOVE AS A FAN AND HIS MUSIC AND HIS AWESOME RAPPING.
stop hating.
and i actually want heechul to date soon. as crazy as this sounds.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
8:59 PM
Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.
1. Primary 5/6. Those days were the best. The air-conditioned classroom in P6. Having to change to a normal one after a term. cursing the then-vp. (that left after a month. wtf.) It was when I was still a pure and innocent girl that never cursed and never thought anything about gays, and was never dirty-minded.
2. Super Show 2/3. Especially sushow2. first time ever i flew to another country (although it's just malaysia) to watch a concert. FIRST TIME SEEING SUJU LIVE. then sg showcase kinda sucked but it was my 2nd time! then sushow 3. first time queuing up for 49 hours in total for a concert. Seeing suju for the 3rd time. AMAZING MINDBLOWING EXPERIENCE ^^
3. Shinee fansign. FIRST TIME MEETING A KPOP IDOL UPCLOSE. LIKE A DESK APART. LIKE SCHOOL DESK KIND. TALKED TO A KPOP IDOL FOR THE FIRST TIME. GOT AUTOGRAPH FOR THE FIRST TIME. AND ITS FROM MY BIAS. KEY! AND QUEUING UP OVERNIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME.
4. Leaving amk campus in sec 2. I can't believe it's all gone already. Demolished. They robbed me of my childhood place D: I spent bloody 8 years there and its all gone already. sigh.
-.
I can't type much ): IM SO TIRED. Study from 7+am all the way to 5pm. Goddamn tired. TIRED.AND THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS TO DO AND STUDY. I FEEL SO TIRED.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:02 PM
Monday, June 27, 2011
Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.
1. BED.
2. Laptop.
3. Mirror.
4. Fan/Air con
5. Pins/ clips whatever you call them.
-.
first day of school. IN HOMEWORK DEBT ONCE AGAIN! nothing new -,-
changed seats DDDDDD:< at least i'm sitting next to someone that i'm rather comfortable with and not -looks around- shit what should i say. kind. YAAAAAA. JASMINE ):
I'm so tired and its only the first day of school. HOW.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:29 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2011
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
?You're like a queen and beautiful
7:58 PM
Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
1. 뭘봐 (Close Ur Mouth)- M&D
2. 외톨이 (Alone)- Outsider
3. Mr. Taxi- SNSD
4. Rainy night- DBSK (Junsu)
5. Lightless- BEAST
6. Don't Don- Super Junior.
I would add a whole list of suju and beast songs. But yeah.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
12:55 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Day 4: Seven things you want to say to seven different people right now.
1. Richelle Mead: Hi, you don't know me. And I don't know you either. (She's the author of VA.) I just finished reading last sacrifice. So, THANKS. For writing such an awesome series. VA is probably the one and only series that got me captivated right from Vampire Academy, to frostbite, to shadow kiss, to blood promise, to spirit bound and last sacrifice. I'm currently having really bad withdrawal now from VA. I FINISHED IT. THERE'S NO MORE. NO MORE DIMITRI. NO MORE ROSE. I feel like dying. ):< And I'm terribly sad with what you've did to Adrain. He vanished from the series just like that from a terrible break up. What you made rose say was really in character, but. gosh. I feel like crying an ocean for Adrain right now. ALTHOUGH DIMITRI AND ROSE DID HAVE SEX YAY. okay. yes. and they're happy together. And you didn't mention what happened to eddie either D:< (And a part of me really hoped that Jill and Adrain could get together after rose...) Sigh. oh well, VA is still awesome overall. Love you for writing this, and I hope you insist on getting hot actors and actresses for the flim, and work hard on writing the spin-off. I WILL READ THAT TOO. BUY ALL SIX NOVELS. yeah. I'm sad. I finished VA ;__;
(My gosh seven things. why did i write so much.)
2. Ziting: you arn't going to see this. But whatever. We talk too much that we have barely anything to say or write in letters anymore. And it's time we start studying, and get that sense of urgency with both need to get into VJ together. YEAHHHH. and. we still have to go to the airport to scream, watch stairways to heaven so that you can see me cry, and pray for SS4. It's time you stop watching dramas. HAHA. (well, apart from city hunter.)
3. Genevieve: I have nothing much to say either, WHY IS THIS DAY SO DIFFICULT TO COMPLETE. okay that was not directed to you but you can answer me if you want to .HEH. you should be happy that you're the only one i feel comfortable camwhoring with. ya. that's all. And i realised that somehow, i became your wife instead of your other side. ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE WE USED THAT TERM. HEEHEE.
4. Jasmine: Arn't you glad I'm writing to you. I'm still dying from homework debt. This is why we shouldn't have holidays with homework. It gives us nothing but homework debts. annoying shit. You should continue to motivate me to study math (since it's unlikely that there're more math homework to come. maybe but whatever.) And thanks for all the scannings you've done for me since last year. It's stressful sitting next to you, someone that gets ridiculously low L1R5 but i've got used to it and i'm happy for you. and I think i should really start studying for ss. and attempt to do somemore homework sigh. ):< WHY IS YOUR DESKMATE ALWAYS IN HOMEWORK DEBT ):
5. Sarah/Sonia: I'm glad to have maintained our friendships through these years. And although we're grown apart these 3 and a 1/2 years in secondary school since we're all in different classes, I'm happy to know that we're still rather close. Although we no longer have recesses together, even though we tried, but it always ends up failing. It's okay, I guess. I somehow believe that our friendships wouldn't end even after we graduate. I hope that comes true ^^ (Since I totally foresee us going to different schools.)
6. Kim Heechul: Yes I do have to mention him in everything. I wrote you countless dedications, and your birthday is coming soon. I AM GOING TO BUY A CAKE AND CELEBRATE FOR YOU. EVEN THOUGH I AM IN SINGAPORE. It worries me to know that although you're surrounded with chocoball members, that's when you seem truly happy. And I hope, I really really pray that one of them are your closest friend that you can tell them anything, so that you won't feel so lonely. Watching old videos of you made me realise how much you've changed through these years (especially after hankyung left.) I mean, your usual snarky, witty attitude is still there (Thank god.) But you seem to have... become quieter. HAHA.I DONT KNOW. Just yeah, it's not a bad thing though. I hope things will stay this way, and i really really dread the day you have to enlist and go to army. I don't know what i'll do seeing you without hair. CRY TWO OCEANS or something. AND I PRAY THAT MY LOVE FOR YOU STAYS IN THOSE TWO YEARS. I love your voice, you're not an exceptional singer, but your voice has that special sound to it that i love so much. i love M&D. I love the song you wrote, love the lyrics because they all spell: KIM HEECHUL. I hope 5th jib would come faster and that it'll be freaking awesome ^^
7. Trini: (Oh yes Jasmine, I'm using third person again. Just like the "Happy birthday trini ^^") HAHA. Trini, I really don't know what you're doing everyday. Why can't you even try a bit harder to pick up your social studies textbook and at least start reading it. What do you want. It's goddamn 121 days to your fucking O levels. Don't you know that. Stop lying to yourself. Stop deluding yourself. Stop giving up. Stop giving half-assed attempts and act like you tried your best. Develop that bloody sense of urgency. It's already getting too late, and if you don't start studying you're going to end up in a poly. or worse still, ite. Like your brother. You don't want that do you. What happened to maintaining that smartest in family thingy huh. If you end up in ite, you'd just be like your two cousins and your brother. What makes you different from them. You know that you want to be different. Although you're not that smart. You're not exactly dumb either. JUST TRY. OKAY.
-/
And i feel goddamn stupid now for talking to myself. -,-
?You're like a queen and beautiful
2:27 PM
Friday, June 24, 2011
Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.
1. Frogs.
2. Homophobia.
3. Math.
4. slow/non-existent internet connection.
5. sun.
6. Dimitri being an asshole.
7. Insults to suju
8. Myself.
ABOUT POINT 6. My god. I freaking read spirit bound until 3.30am last night. Just to finish it. not bad uh. finish one book a day. which made me unable to do any homework or even study seeing how i just received a message that Ms Law: ss test first period next monday! I think I can't read my last sacrifice in peace without guilt eating me up. Yes. BUT SHIT. IM HALFWAY THROUGH LAST SACRIFICE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO STOP. DIMITRI CHANGED BACK. UFHG. and he's being a total asshole to rose. "I've given up on you,"he said back, voice also soft."Love fades. Mine has." I SWEAR THIS IS THE WORST REJECTION ANYONE CAN GET. I was like. WTFDUAFIBREIGBRIEPBGURIAEBGIURA last night on my bed. when i read that. I felt like crying for rose okay. So much for flying to russia and try all the ways to change him back from strigoi to dhampir. I MEAN I KNOW DIMITRI FEELS BAD BLAH. BUT SHOULDN'T HE LOVE HER MORE. SHE DOESN'T MINDDDD. AND HE'S STILL GORGEOUS. SO WHATEVER.WHO CARES IF HE PLAYED WITH HER FEELINGS WHATEVER WHEN HE WAS STRIGOI ):< and then he only listens to lissa. ughfgh. CAN THEY JUST MAKE UP AND HAVE SEX ALREADY. they probably will later on in last sacrifice -,-
AND AS MUCH AS I WANT DIMITRI AND ROSE BACK TOGETHER. OHHHH, MY ADRAIN BABY ): I feel so sad for him too. Everything about rose is dimitri, dimitri, dimitri. Adrain... ): He's equally gorgeous, and he's a royal moroi, and he's bloody loaded, and he loves rose too. (SHOULDN'T HE BE A BETTER CATCH. HAHA.) but okay fine, rose loves dimitri and i'll cry a river if rose and dimitri don't get back together.
gosh i love Vampire Academy so much. I can't believe they wanna make a flim out of it. NO MOVIE WILL EVER BE AS GOOD AS IT. STOP TRYING TO RUIN READER'S IMPRESSION OF THE CHARACTERS. GOD. NO ACTOR CAN BE AS HOT AS DIMITRI/ADRAIN. AND NO ACTRESS CAN BE AS BADASS AS ROSE. OKAY. IT'S LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO TWILIGHT. EDWARD WAS HOT UNTIL HE BECAME ROBERT PATTINSON. OR ROBERT PATTINSON BECAME HIM WHATEVER. ALL GONE. IF THEY'RE GOING TO MAKE A MOVIE OUT OF IT THEY BETTER GET REAL HOT GUYS. OKAY. OKAY. BUT UHGFG. DIMITRI. DIMITRI. DIMITRI. I LOVE HIM TOO D:
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:37 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Day 2: Nine things you do everyday.
1. Look into the mirror.
2. Think about what to eat for brunch.
3. Wish that I can sleep forever.
4. ATTEMPT to do my homework (and most probably fail)
5. Convince myself that tomorrow will be better.
6. Check kpopsecrets.
7. Check AKP.
8. Visit blogs I usually visit.
9. Wish that I'm not so unproductive.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
5:29 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself.
1. I think I need a nose job.
2. I love eggs.
3. I think I give up too easily.
4. I love stars.
5. I think cassiopeia is a beautiful name.
6. I like greek mythology, only because they have cool/nice names. (Like cassiopeia)
7. I love piano, but I suck at it, I wish I could play it well.
8. I think Amath is easier than Emath. Although I do badly at both.
9. I love hk/korean/jap dramas.
10. I love my beautiful hair.
edit: I amended point 1.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
9:49 PM
Ten days challenge• Day 1: Ten random facts about yourself.
• Day 2: Nine things you do everyday.
• Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.
• Day 4: Seven things you want to say to seven different people right now.
• Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
• Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.
• Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.
• Day 8: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
• Day 9: Two things you wish you could do.
• Day 10: One person you can trust
STOLE THIS FROM JANE LAU'S BLOG. HAHAHA. LOOKS FUN SO I SHALL DO IT ^^
?You're like a queen and beautiful
9:48 PM
It's
RYEOWOOK'S birthday<3
Yay ^^ (shift 6 6 :D)
Firstly, I want to say that I'm sorry. For abandoning you. Well, not exactly. Just, you were my very very first bias in super junior. But somehow... as time goes by... (it's been 26 months, 2 years and 2 months.) Heechul went up and took over my bias spot, eunhae became second, yesung became third, and then i'm not sure about the rest, they're all equal to me<3 Sorry ):< As I read my archives back in 2009, I was so in love with you and stuff and being as immature as i was back then, i said i'll love you forever blah, but now ):< yeah.
I remember downloading your solo ost and I didn't listen to it at all until my ipod shuffled to it. I think it was because i was mass downloading. yeah. I didn't expect it to be so good. (oops) I was never really in love with your voice as much as how i'm in love with yesung's. I mean, its so bright and clear. Unlike's yesung's which is like deep, and husky, and yeah. sexy. HEEHEE. which its why it's the voice of sex. okay anyway. but omg it's really good. I like it. And lot's of emotions too. I was watching immortal song 2 yesterday (the one aired on june 18, the one where yesung was the final winner!) I think i didn't blog about the first episode where i was so pissed off because yesung lost to jonghyun. WHAT?! jonghyun...all i hear is screeches. I really, really, hate his voice. He's a not bad singer, but what's with all the unnecessary screaming and stuff? And i just hate the tone of his voice. Gross. Why am i digressing this is a post for ryeowook.
okay yes, happy birthday kim ryeowook, stay pure :)
?You're like a queen and beautiful
9:23 PM
Monday, June 20, 2011
I've been having problems sleeping for the past two nights. It's draining me... I went to bed at 1am (usual time during holidays) and I only managed to fall asleep at around 3+/4+? This is crazy. It's not like I'm super energetic or anything. I feel tired. I feel bloody tired. But. sleep just doesn't come. I just can't fall asleep and I don't even know why. It's bloody frustrating. Really. I wasn't feeling well yesterday,, went to bed at 11+ and only managed to fall asleep at 2+... I played games on my itouch. I read the fanfics I downloaded on my phone. Heck after all that I think it was around 1am. AND I WAS STILL AWAKE. Stared into space for awhile. And finally decided to take shadow kiss. Read until 2+ FINALLY. got really tired, and fell asleep.
If this goes on. How am I supposed to get enough sleep during school days. At least during the holidays I can wake up late.
Frustrating.
-.
Went over to sonia's house today to watch the exorcist.
BLOODY DISAPPOINTING. HOW IS THAT THE SCARIEST MOVIE OF THE CENTURY. BLOODY BORING LA. 70% of the movie is like people talking. AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT. subs. I need subs. AND THERE'RE NO SUBS LOL. ya. So we practically fastforward-ed the whole movie and only watched the 'scary' parts. Okay, it was rather disturbing. But it wasn't even the tinest bit scary. IF THIS IS SCARY. THEN I THINK SHUTTER IS SCARIER. and shutter wasn't even thaaaaaaat scary. Laugh. (In fact the funny parts were rather funny. HAHAHAHA.) I think the only scary part of the whole movie is the part where the doctor freaking poked the needle into her arm like that. just like that. It was like freaking rought. OUCH.
yeah. Sarah took rather artistic photos that i like. HAHA THE BACKGROUND IS NOT NICE THOUGH.
The original with sonia's leg in the photo because sarah sucks at taking photos. HAHAHA.
After cropping out sonia's leg.
Final, after editing the lighting on windows photo gallery.
I like it. HEEHEE ^^
?You're like a queen and beautiful
8:16 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Honestly, do you know how much I hate trolls?
I HATE THEM SO MUCH I WISH THEY WOULD ALL CHOKE ON FISHBALLS D:
okay that was a little mean.
but whatever.
usually, I don't comment on allkpop or kpopsecrets.
I only comment on kpopsecrets when the secret is extremely ridiculous, or when commenters are being ridiculous like, getting hangeng's surname wrong and still thinking she's right -,- that's when i comment to point out their mistakes. Or, like secrets totally degrading and insulting suju. Like that one that said she laughs everytime people say suju is awesome because they dont have a hit song. and that dbsk, ss501 and big bang are the real gods of kpop or something around those lines. (i totally agree with dbsk being the gods of kpop. but ss501 and big bang? Sorry, no way.)
And what's so ironic about her secret is that suju is the one that came out with sorry sorry and helped boost the hallyu wave back in 2009, after nobody and gee in 2008. IT WAS A FUCKING BIG HIT. TROLL. as awesome dbsk is, they in fact, do not have a hit song (prolly because every single song is fucking good. LOL) ss501 and big bang. Do not have hit songs either. Okay, maybe ss501 had because i'm stupid (but didnt only 3 people sing that for bof?) and big bang had haru haru and lies. But. none of those songs made it that big like sorry sorry. It was a hit, throughout asia. and made suju popular out of asia too.
THAT. IS EXACTLY. WHEN I COMMENT. BUT YESTERDAY. ON AKP. I COULDN'T HELP BUT REPLY TO THIS BASTARD'S COMMENTS.
he is such a fucking bastard. I DONT EVEN. SERIOUSLY. THE WROST TROLL EVER. ON EARTH. OH SO SUJU IS GETTING OLD AND THEY ARN'T MARRIED BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL GAYS. HOW TRUE.HOW FUCKING TRUE MY DEAR BOY.
AND THEN HE FANBOYS ALL OVER SNSD AND 2NE1 AND HIS PRECIOUS DARA. FUCK. BASTARD. AND HE INSISTS THAT HE'S ALWAYS RIGHT AND HE'S PERFECT AND THAT ALL GIRLS WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM.
WE ALL CAN HAVE OUR OWN OPINIONS RIGHT. I THINK HE'S A FUCKING UGLY BASTARDS WITH PIMPLES AND ACNE ALL OVER HIS BODY AND HE WEIGHS A HUNDRED KG IS HE FREAKING GROSS AND ONLY KNOWS HOW TO STAY AT HOME AND BE A KEYBOARD WARRIOR AND TRY TO MAKE HIMSELF FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF AND TROLL ALL DAY.
YES IM PISSED.
HE TROLLED SO MUCH YESTERDAY ON ONE OF THE SUJU-RELATED ARTICLES. I SERIOUSLY COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. SO I COMMENTED ON ONE OF HIS TROLL COMMENTS.
You replied to LAssGuy
just shut the fuck up already. we don't need you here in articles trolling and ruining everyone's fun. seriously.
LAssGuy replied to you
i have nothing against gays. i am just leting everyoneknow that these guys want us to know that they are gays.
You replied to LAssGuy
yeah, you so totally know that they're gay and they want the whole world to know that they are. /obvious sacarsm is intended. who do you think you are seriously?
LAssGuy replied to you
kpop fan accepting SUJU and leeteak as gays but i do not like it. but i ahve nothing against gay pple
You replied to LAssGuy
If you don't like it then suck it up. No one is forcing you to like them, or like the fact that kpop fans want to love suju. AND FOR THE LAST TIME. If they never admit to anything, their sexual orientation is something that we as fans will not know. And yes, I get it you're not against gays, me too.
LAssGuy replied to you
this is reason y SUJU is fogotten by fans in korea and in usa
You replied to LAssGuy
I hope you realise that you're not making any sense in reply to my comment.
AND THEN HE HAD NOTHING ELSE TO SAY. MAYBE HE REALLY REALISED THAT HE'S NOT MAKING ANY SENSE. TO THINK THAT HE'S KOREAN-AMERICAN (OR SO HE CLAIMS IN HIS OTHER COMMENTS) HE CAN'T EVEN TYPE IN PROPER ENGLISH. WHAT A FAIL TROLL. HONESTLY. I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYONE MORE RETARDED THAN HIM. maybe it's a girl. BUT I THINK IT'S A GUY LA. LASSGUY WHAT. BLOODY MOFO.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
10:14 PM
and so it feels good to be typing in darkness while lying on your bed and having your laptop on the bedtable. Feels great.
It's currently 2.09 am. I just finished episode 22 of gong xin ji. Yeah, It's... I don't know my schedule book is not with me, but i think its 13+ days to Os.
Wasted a whole day at Jurong island.. yesterday.
Apart from their super comfy chair in the gallery I see nothing good about it.
Oh, apart from the fact that I realised that sulfuric acid forms in your eyes due to some thingy that the cells in the onion releases and gets oxidised in the air. Tears form so that it can wash away the sulfuric acid in your eyes. The wonderful combination of chemistry and biology.
(Physics is not important. /LAUGHS.)
And so the woman (with rather horrible make up) said something (actually a lot) of things that made me think if we're studying for the sake of ourselves or the next generation or for the benefits of singapore. I mean, like the way she phrased everything made it sound as if we're just tools being used by the government to help singapore reach greater heights whatever. Perhaps. But for now, being as immature as I am, I just want to watch my dramas. and enjoy life.
you're only sixteen once. (so watch more dramas!)
/im still fifteen. but whatever.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
2:08 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Not worth it.
Not worth it.
What am I doing.
Who do you think you are.
做好事，说好话，存好心。
zou hou si, xu hou wah, qun hou sum.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
11:31 PM
Monday, June 13, 2011
This is an extremely egoistical post.
Read at your own discretion, and you're free to judge me for all you want. HAHA.
I think I have awesome hair, my new side bangs/fringe makes me look good. HAH. what am i talking about. But no, cause I bought this eyeliner pencil thingy sometime ago and i decided to play with it today. I went to ziting's house today, and i woke up too early :/ So ya. Anyway yes. I don't know how to apply eyeliner to my upper eyelid lol. like okay i have double eyelids, so what am i supposed to do .____. and i was too lazy to on my computer to check. so i only did it for my lower eyelid. NOT BAD LEH.QUITE NICE. EYELINER REALLY MAKES YOUR EYES LOOK NICER (Y) so ya. and then i curled my hair and slept with it over night. then i realised. I'm actually not ugly, HAHAHA. I'm quite okay what. HEH. Can't say that I think I'm pretty though, cause there will always be tiffany and sooyoung there to make me feel ugly. HAHAHA. yeahhhhh, what's with this post omg. Just I think i need better fashion sense. and no actually, i need to lose weight, then i can wear nicer clothes,then that means got better fashion sense right. HAHAHHA
OKAY END OF THIS EXTREMELY EGOISTICAL POST I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM SAYING. HAHAHAHAHHA
?You're like a queen and beautiful
7:24 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2011
I LOVE CITY HUNTER SO MUCH. IDE.
seriously. that police guy. YOUNGJU? whatever. HE NEEDS TO STOP COCKBLOCKING YOONSUNG AND NANA SO THEY CAN GET ON WITH THEIR RELATIONSHIP ALREADY. MY GOD. SERIOUSLY.
GAUPIRBGIPUREBIUGEARIUPE.
I LOVE THE BUS SCENE SO MUCHHHHHHHH. HE'S LIKE SMILING MY GOD. AND THE FIRST PICTURE IS LOL. LOVELOVELOVE. THE FEELING OF WATCHING 3 EPISODES IN A ROW IS AWESOME. but damn. i need to wait until wednesday. no thursday. BEFORE I CAN WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE. but i probably will wait until friday. SO THAT I CAN WATCH 2 IN A ROW -,-. SERIOUSLY. I HATE WAITING. BUT THIS DRAMA. IS SO WORTH THE WAIT<3
CITY HUNTER^^
and goo hara's character is bloody annoying.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
1:32 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2011
It's 135 days to O levels.
Every night, I lie on the bed and think about what I've done that day- nothing. 135 days more and I still don't know what I'm doing. :/ How?
I wonder how.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
7:23 PM
Thursday, June 9, 2011
BLOODY SHIT. I THINK IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH DBSK ALL OVER AGAIN.
THEY'RE SO FUCKING EPIC.
WHY AM I FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEM ALL OVER AGAIN WHEN THEY'RE NOT EVEN 5 ANYMORE.
IT'S SUCH A FUCKING WASTE I TELL YOU. SERIOUSLY. SM YOU SUCK. GET JYJ BACK ):
?You're like a queen and beautiful
10:34 PM
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Reflections of a fangirl.
okay so, as a fangirl. You have to spend 28 hours queuing for concert tickets and 21 hours for the actual concert. You spend the night outside a shopping mall in orchard and get bitten by a gazillion amount of mosquitoes and you run to 7/11 to buy ice to stop the itch. Yes, you do have to run, because you only have 15 minutes or else. say byebye to your previous efforts, you'll be out of the queue. You sleep outside the singapore indoor stadium, like someone with no home to return to. As a fangirl, you must be smart i realised, please always remember to bring a mat with you. I ended up having to ask the people behind me if i could borrow a small space of their mat to rest my head and the rest of my body was on the floor. And I still managed to sleep. amazing. Oh and I had school that day. as well as tuition. But at the end of the day, or night? you find yourself smiling. and sweating, and grinning non-stop because you just wasted 49 hours of your life to meet super junior for 3 hours ^^
And exactly how did I spend those 49 hours? Worrying, highing, talking, sleeping, flailing, listening to music, stoning, staring into space, fantasizing, thinking of all sorts of things that might happen in the concert, hyperventilate and all that shit yeah.
As a fangirl, you must have a bias group, and a bias in your bias group. or you find yourself not enjoying fandom at all. And of course, you must be careful not to fall in love with too many groups, or else, scary fangirls are everywhere to point their fingers at you and call you a traitor, say that you're not fit to be in so and so fanclub, you should just gtfo and yeah, those kind of things ^^
As a fangirl, you scarifice your sleep to stay up and say happy birthday to someone that can't even hear you. type out a dedication to that someone that wouldn't look at it, and uh, can't even understand it. you sacrifice your time to study to spazz, to read fanfics, to check for updates, to watch all sorts of videos, to visit random websites like kpopsecrets.
As a fangirl, you learn terminologies that no one else out of the fandom will understand. such as. butthurt, OTL, ide, smh, imo, ship, stan, otp, op, s!b, gdi etc.
and you'll never know that BoA actually has a fanclub with a rather hilarious name: Jumping BoA. And you'll never know that names of fanclubs, and that fanclub colours are serious business.
And you find yourself creeped out by yourself because gdi, I can actually recognise heechul's lips, ryeowook's nose and godknows what else. Like I can't even see their face, just part of it and i go: o, that's ryeowook. and hell, i'm right :/
And then you have moments where you find yourself obsessing over another group, and you get thrown into a frenzy, because NUUUUU YOU CAN'T BE UNFAITHFUL. >< Yeah. things like that, and then you get over them and go back to your original bias group. And then you immediately turn your head when you overhear other people (it doesn't matter whether you know them or not) are talking about kpop/suju.
Oh yeah, and you also fetch idols from airports and fall down and have your idol stand in front of you for 10 seconds, and you make that the best 10 seconds of your life.
You waste god knows how much on albums, posters and merchandises too :) And you talk to yourself, and godknows what else.
Oh yes, you find yourself crying too, because of shit that happens to the group, and because when they cry, you cry, when they laugh, you laugh, when they smile, you smile, when they're being retarded, you laugh like a retard.
At the end of the day, you ask yourself, why they shit am i doing all these. But it doesnt matter, because. you still go back to fandom anyway. There are times where you want to leave the fandom for good, but damn, it's just impossible, and you marvel at other people that actually manage to leave.
As a fangirl, your life revolves around your idols 24/7.
Do I regret getting into fandom?
Never, sadly.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
8:00 PM
despair;;
I don't really have a reason to feel like that.
Heh.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
12:00 AM
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Kim Heechul said, “I’m shy and when my girlfriend gets angry, I just kiss her. When I want to purchase a gift, I secretly worry about it a lot, but once I meet her, I just say, ‘Here, take this,’ and toss it at her.”
this. is exactly why I love Kim Heechul.
He's like a guy that came out of a manga/anime. seriously. the kind that acts like he doesn't care but actually he loves his girlfriend like crazy. I knew I made the right choice to make him my bias ^^
But then again.
He continued, “In 2010, while I was dating a celebrity, I realized that if a scandal were to start, it would do more damage to her than to me so I decided that I would have to protect her. That is why I met with the CEO and Media Public Relations for early consultation. I asked them to say that I followed her around if any news about us started. For that relationship, I did not pay her enough attention. If she contacted me saying that she missed me, I said that I was in a meeting and ignored her. I am currently single, but if I were to date again, I don’t know how I should behave so that we could meet each other.”
He dated last year. Just last year. When I was oh-so-in-love with him. HE WAS DATING. oh crap. I'm not exactly surprised though. HEH. But. I mean. it's just. how to say. he was dating... YES HE WAS. HE'S A GROWN UP 28 YEAR OLD GUY. OF COURSE HE DATES -,- Great. Actually, i'm surprised i'm not heartbroken. HAHA. Ah, no matter what. Even if he gets married or something, he'll always be my number 1 bias in suju, in kpop whatever<3
cause i loooove him. EVEN THOUGH HE'S DATING SOMEONE ELSE. HUMPH. hahah<3
Let's just hope he's happy ^^
sad thing is, now that he revealed it. I can't fantasize about being with him anymore ):<
cr: allkpop.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
11:33 AM
Sunday, June 5, 2011
okay yknow what. I'm screwed. BUT IM HAPPY THOUGH. HAHAHAHHA. to be screwed.... sounds wrong but whutever.
okay so. after being deprived of my dramas for like one whole bloody term. and i still didn't do well. but that's not the point. point is i was deprived. okay. VERY BADLY DEPRIVED.
so...
NOW IM CANT STOP WATCHING DRAMAS AND ANIMES. OH SHIT.
OKAY SO NOW IM IN THE PHASE OF WAITING LET ME SHOW YOU MY BEAUTIFUL DRAMA/ANIME SCHEDULE.
currently following one hongkong drama. one korean drama. and one anime. it's enough to make me feel like dying.
花花世界花家姐: monday-friday: ep 16-2o
CITY HUNTER. (AGNRIUBGIPRAEBGIRAE KEY SMASH FOREVER.): wednesday & thursday: ep 4 &5 (though i watch on thursdays and fridays cause subs are out one day later)
SEKAI ICHI HATSUKOI (KEYSMASH IS WORSE THAN CITY HUNTER.): friday (and i only can watch on saturdays cause i suck and i dont know jap D:) :ep 10.
YES.SO BASICALLY. IM SCRWED.
AND TODAY IS SUNDAY. THE ONLY DAY WHERE I HAVE NOTHING TO WATCH AT ALL. SO GUESS WHAT IM DOING. NO IM NOT DOING WORK. IM REWATCHING JUNJOU ROMANTICA. AWESOME AINT I. YES I AM AWESOME.
GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:43 PM
Friday, June 3, 2011
OH NOOOOOOOOO.
CITY HUNTER IS SO GOOD. ://////////
FILLED WITH ALL THE GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE SOME MORE.
LEE MINHO AND PARK MINYOUNG TOGETHER. PERFECT I TELL YOU PERFECT ;___;
my impression of goo hara changed.HAHA. CAUSE HER ACTING NOT BAD.
BUT OMGGGGGG. WHY AM I WATCHING IT WHEN IT'S NOT COMPLETE. NOW I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE PAIN OF WAITING FOR THE NEXT EPISODES TO COME OUT!!!!
NOW ONLY AIR UNTIL EPISODE 4 )))):
I JUST FINISHED EPISODE 2 AND ITS SO GOOD ALREADY.
HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE ):
WHY IS IT SO NICE ARH.HAHAHAH.
MAYBE ITS JUST BECAUSE IM DRAMA DEPRIVED.
LOL.
oh well.
CITY HUNTER<3
FREAKING GOOD.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:28 PM
Thursday, June 2, 2011
writing, writing;
the pen never stops moving.
I threw it down.
so tired.
144 days to O levels.
8.53pm.
I want to sleep.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
8:50 PM
Back home and I've to go back in say, an hour for a stupid practice lit paper that I didn't study for. I'm most probably just going to read the unseen passage and stare at it for... half an hour? or perhaps even more HAHA.
This is so retarded.
What's the point of this? ):<
God, no really, i'm not even kidding. How am I going to write the essays later. Crap.
No quotes, I don't know any incidents, I don't know shit about anything.
Why the fuck did I take lit.
oh yes. for my bio.
annoying.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
2:14 PM
