Left behind and abandoned. No one cares, no one stops to bother, no one gives a damn anymore. It's all about, me, myself, and I.

Life now, is all about your L1, and your beloved R5. Come up with a perfect L1R5 plan, to make sure that you get 6 points for the Os. Oh no, no. That is not enough. Because there are so many 6 pointers around. What makes you think you'll get into your dream JC? So you appeal, and appeal and appeal. You try, and try, and try. When at the end of it all, it's just a piece of paper. Happiness that lasts for a month perhaps, or maybe even lesser. Am I not guilty of this? Oh, of course I'm guilty of this. It doesn't matter anyway.

I don't believe in wanting to go to JC because their culture there is oh so awesome. Nah, I can't even if I want to. Having stayed in SN for 9 years 5 months and 27 days. Nothing else can be compared to SN already. Moreover, you're going to stay in that JC for 2 miserable years only. And then it'll be another crazy chase for good results for no longer ordinary but advance. Advancement, whoo. And then, hmm, it's pretty much all the same isn't it.

But at the end of the day, who are you? What defines you, what do you mean.

Any saying all these is useless, because at the end of day.

I still have to go back to studying.

Chemistry;;

now.