FUCK ALL THIS CRAP.
I really want to care. I want to. I don't want to seem like an indifferent bitch. I know I don't have to be involved. My previous post. I want to smile. I want to be happy. But how can I smile freely when she's like that. Makes me feel like i should be sad too. makes me feel like i shouldn't laugh. I'm worried for you J. ): Don't do anything stupid like them okay D: if you do, what if i do it too?
worried.
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on another very very light and happy note. GANREPGBREAPIGBPURAE I THINK IM A TOTAL RANIA FANGIRL NOW :)
GOD GOD GOD THEY'RE AWESOME LIKE AWESHOME AWESHOME. WHEE~ OMG SUPER HAPPY. THEY FINALLY DEBUTED ON INKIGAYO<3 AND LUCY'S SUPER LONG HIGH NOTE AT THE INTRO. SHE'S NOT VERY PRETTY BUR HER VOCALS IMPRESS ME. SHE SINGS SO WELL, I MEAN NOT BREATHLESS AT ALL WITH SUCH A DANCE?! AND DI. OMG SHE'S GORGEOUSSSSSSSS. I THINK T-AE IS PRETTIER. BUT SHE'S THE CUTE PRETTY AND DI IS THE COOL CHARISMATIC KIND OF PRETTY. AND UNTIL I GET TO KNOW THEM BETTER. I STILL CANT DECIDE IF DI/T-AE SHOULD BE MY BIAS HAHHA. ITS STILL MORE OF DI NOW THOUGH. HEH. WHEE! FOUND A TUMBLR DEDICATED TO THEM. AND STOLE LOTS OF PICTURES. YAY.
IN LOVE WITH THEM SO MUCH NOW. i finally found a girl group that i love. i mean i do like snsd la. but i dont love them HAHAH. and my love for miss a lasted for 3 days only :) ITS BEEN MORE THAN A WEEK FOR RANIA. HEH HEH HEH.
AND NO IM NOT IGNORING SUJU. :)
I WAS WATCHING OLD HEECHUL VIDEOS. HAHAHA. WHY IS HE SO CUTEEEEEE. GOD. HAHAHHAHAH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ):<
I THINK IM REALLY BISEXUAL HAHHA.
(i dont think im pansexual anymore. heheh)
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my mum's flying off to beijing without me tonight ):< have to go home alone but i think i'll be staying back for night study? heehee. so my dad can still fetch me :D
I WILL MISS HER D:
HOPE SHE DA BAOS FOOD BACK FROM THERE FOR ME. YAY. AND CLOTHES. AND STUFF. WHEE~
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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