"why are you like that?"
Just stop fucking asking me that question already. Like why the shit would I know why I'm like this. Can I change how I am like? seriously.
god, this needs to stop.
What's the point of living.
I have problems waking up every morning no matter how early I sleep, waking up to nothing but a sick feeling in my stomach because i know- that today is just going to be like tomorrow. Math, science, humans, languages. I don't know. What else? Watch bloody monday during recess, or i don't know sleep? during recess, or go out to eat some days. and then finish off the day in school after 2 hours and 20 minutes, return home for lunch, homework, slack around with the computer. sleep. - repeat from step 1. having troubles waking up no matter how early i sleep.
If I'm fifteen plus and sick and tired of this routine, I wonder how am I going to survive the rest of my life- if I'm not dying so soon that is.
I don't mind dying in my sleep today.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:47 PM