Life is actually pretty simple if you think about it.
But is it my fault I am not as clever as the people around me? Why do they even have this cca points thingy? Leadership- what if some people like me that are just not fit to be leaders? because we are followers. does that mean that we're losers that do not deserve cca points? The natural born leaders with good leadership will always be chosen. They talk about cultivating leadership and god knows what. but in the end, it all rounds down to whether you have the capability of leading people don't you. and if it is always the born leaders that are chosen, when will the followers ever get their chance to try to lead. and what if they are not meant to be leaders at all in the first place, because they do not know how to get people to listen to them and let people trust them? Just because they can't do that so they don't deserve cca points under leadership? Actually, maybe it's just my own fault of choosing to come to snsecondary. snprimary was really superbly awesome for me.
Why am I even talking about this.
I should be sleeping. Fear is unwritten. guess I have to tell theresa chan: 'sorry I forgot to bring my english file' tomorrow.
Will you give me a reason to believe that I should be here?
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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