I'm just a crying mess of nothing. It's not like the lit ga will be done if i can't stop crying.
Truth is, I don't even know why I'm crying. but I just can't stop crying. It's just a lit ga. But it shows how much i suck, how screwed i am, how much of a failure i am. What's wrong with me. Why can't i find just one thing I'm good at. Why am I either mediocre, or i just really suck.
Why, why, why?
I haven't even really started for studying/revising for Os and I'm already like that. How am I supposed to continue. How? Where am I going to find my motivation from?
Why do I even exist when I suck so bad?
Why am I even giving myself so much stress in the first place? But no, other's are under greater stress than me. They have SYF, and god knows what. Everyone's busier than me, and they're handling it. I am such a free person and yet, I still suck so bad. Honestly, what does this prove?
I'm good for nothing.
I'm hopeless.
I'm of no use.
I have never seen the point, I don't see the point and I'll never see the point in living.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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