SpaceBigStar KimHeechul it's so easy to fall in love with you, and almost impossible to fall out of love with you. You're just so awesome like that. I love your genuineness so much. I admire your guts, love how you're so mature (the twitter thing last month? about tvxq and jyj. I'm so glad you didn't say anything. Because the whole thing made the sm artist that spoke up for homin seem so childish. and of course jyj was quite childish too. But Kim Heechul you didn't say anything, you just uploaded a photo of yourself with homin doing the 'keep your head down' pose. That's good enough isn't it.) Heechul you rebutted the anti fan in such a cool manner. You never lose your stand while making the anti fan look bad too even when you insult her, no one says anything, because you're so right. I honestly felt really angry and sad when people were saying how you lost your charm, how you look ugly now, how they don't understand people can find you beautiful and handsome; when akp posted your bathroom selca as an article. I was pissed, why? why did people think that you're ugly, when you're so gorgeous. Kim Heechul you're gorgeous. Everything about you is gorgeous from your eyes to your fingers to your sexy legs, to every part of you. Because you're Kim Heechul. But, then I realised, I didn't have to be pissed. 'Cause Kim Heechul you're wouldn't be bothered by this kind of comments, because you're confident about your looks, because you know that you're gorgeous :) And I love your confidence. I immediately stopped being pissed. I was disappointed during the concert when you didn't take my flower. But it's okay. I had the chance to meet you thrice, that's enough isn't it. You heard me saying I love you the first time. The second time was a mess, but I still saw you live. Singing and dancing, performing for me and fellow E.L.F. The third time, I was right in front of you. We made eye contact, and I'm about 99.9% sure that you saw my flower. because its so big, gay and bright. HAHA. That's enough :) Some kpopsecrets make me sick. There's one secret about her wanting to fuck you all night long. I'm grossed out. Yeah, I read smut and fantasize about you. But I've never had sexual thoughts about you .___. It's gross. 'Cause all I want to do is just love you from far. The fact that I had the chance to meet you thrice is enough. Of course if they come again I wouldn't let go of the 4th chance to meet them duh! Kim Heechul, I love you. Never change, who cares if you're 29 this year (korean age, 28-normal age) ^^
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I don't know why I wrote that whole chunk about heechul when it's not his birthday or anything. Guess I just had to do that after re-watching SS2 again. They're so precious, so gorgeous. No one can replace them. Leeteuk's tears, Heechul's everything, Hankyung's awkward korean, Yesung's voice of sex, Kangin's awkward dancing, Shindong's cheerfulness, Sungmin's talent in both singing and dancing, Eunhyuk's dancing, Donghae's perfectness, Siwon's godly abs and his precious voice that i've come to really love, Ryeowook's bright voice that shines in every song, Kibum that is missing in action and missed by everyone, Kyuhyun's awkward cuteness and deep voice. Forever Super Junior, Forever E.L.F. pearl sapphire blue.
my thirteen perfect guys. I less than three you guys so much.
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2nd day of chinese new year. I don't see the point in going house-visiting. Well, apart from the money. I go to this cousin's house like once a year? And play with her once a year. What's the point really if we're just going to meet each other only every chinese new year. Oh well, I still had fun though, playing monopoly with my younger cousins yesterday. I haven't played monopoly in like two years -,- I love monopoly<3 Yeah right we should be gambling BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY POKER ):< DAMNIT. oh well. One day, i will learn how to.
And I should really start studying hard. The motivation I had to finish all my homework and stop being in homework debts is dying. that's bad. very bad.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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