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Trini's.
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CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School (Primary & Secondary)
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What is the difference between loving and liking?

Random musings

you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
to live life your way.

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Saturday, January 22, 2011

That girl believed that if she continued hoping, maybe one day she would be let out of this cursed place. She does the same things everyday, the same old mundane routine of sleeping, waking up, washing up, eating, studying, completing assignments before the deadline and back to sleeping again. She's going through what everyone is going through. She isn't alone, or so she thinks.

That girl met someone she felt so attracted to, she couldn't understand what was going on. She lives in her own world, where that person and her were all that mattered, where they cuddle together on bed. That person's fingers fitting the spaces between hers perfectly. She doesn't feel lonely anymore, because she has that person.

But one day, in reality, that person took everything away from her. That person left her, all alone. It did hurt, a lot in fact, but that girl decided she should stop dreaming. So she got used to her life where that person was nothing but a mere acquaintance. She stopped believing in that person's lies. She left the world that she created, she abandoned that reality. It took some time for her tears to run dry, but she did it. That person, stopped appearing in her dreams.

That person came back, and that girl was thrown back into a frenzy again. What was she going to do now? Her heart is fluttering again, that familiar feeling of hoping, and then being pushed back to harsh reality, that she didn't matter to that person. When exactly is this girl going to learn how to build a wall so tall that person will never be able to climb over and cause her heart pain again? Maybe, it'll take forever. Or maybe, she'll be able to survive this. She'll be leaving soon anyway. Perhaps, even before she leaves, that person would abandon her again. But this time, it wouldn't hurt that bad. She knew that it wouldn't hurt that bad anymore.

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