In a few hours time, i'ld be sleeping in the car. wishing that the road to school will be that bit longer.
I'll probably wake up to some familiar music and start singing along, getting off the car unwillingly, and walking to my new class. It's on level 1, i think im supposed to feel happy that i don't have to climb all the way up everyday, but i'm not happy. i'm afraid. this means that, i might not go to wisdom everyday to talk with ziting and amanda. i fear for the day where we will drift apart. i. dont. want. that. ever. ziting said that melody asked her to go for recess with them and she agreed, what can i say? 2011 is filled with uncertainty. I dont know what's in store for me. I am tired of being motivated, doing my best, and not getting back what i should get in turn for my efforts. almost every year, i lose some friends. please dont let this happen this year. please don't. I'll sleep in about 20 minutes, since i have to wake up at 6. ahahaha. I'll try harder this year. I promised sonia i'll get my mum to lock my computer, and only check akp, kpopsecrets, sapphirepearls, beastattack, hyukhae, miracle, and whatever websites only on saturdays... That is actually taking away my life, i honestly do not know since when my life revolved around kpop only, perhaps since last year. At least i have my ipod with me. and there is no space left, i had to take out all the chinese and jap songs to make space for kpop. i just hope things will change for the better :)
?You're like a queen and beautiful
8:00 PM