
Thursday, January 27, 2011
HEECHUL. AND LEETEUK. ARE FREAKING FREAKING FREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKING IN SINGAPORE NOW. AND I DIDN'T GO AND FETCH THEM.
I DIDNT GO AND FETCH HEECHUL. I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF. LIKE TOTALLY.
AND THEY'RE IN SINGAPORE NOW. AND IM SITTING AT HOME TYPING HERE. TRYING TO DO MY SS GRADED. BUT ALL I CAN THINK OF IS THEM. KIM HEECHUL MY BIAS FOR 20 MONTHS. IN SINGAPORE. MY COUNTRY. AND ALL IM DOING. IS SITTING AT HOME. WHAT THE FUCK. I NEED TO MURDER MYSELF. HEEECHULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
OH NOOOOO. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME. I'LL TOTALLY NOT BE ABLE TO CONCENTRATE TOMORROW IN SCHOOL. HE'S FREAKING IN SINGAPORE. MY LOVE IS IN SINGAPORE. WALKING AROUND THE STREETS. OR PERHAPS JUST SITTING IN HIS HOTEL ROOM. DAMN. AND THERE'S LIKE YAN JIANG GAO. AND WHAT. CRYSALIDS QUIZ. WHATEVER MAN. I DONT CARE. I DON'T CARE ABOUT MUTANTS OR DEVIATION OR WHAT GRADUATION SPEECH. I JUST NEED TO SEE HEECHUL. AND TELL HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. I FEEL LIKE PONNING SCHOOL TOMORROW. I FEEL LIKE RUNNING OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW TO GO AND FIND THEM. KIM HEECHUL. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY SANITY. I'M FUCKING GOING CRAZY NOW. SERIOUSLY. HEECHUL.
I WENT TO THE INDOOR STADIUM TO CHECK OUT THE PLACE TODAY. IT WAS A HELLA FRUITFUL TRIP.
KIM HEECHUL. YOU'RE IN SINGAPORE NOW. WE'RE SO CLOSE YET SO FAR. I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. GODAMN. NOW YOU'RE HERE. BUT. I CAN'T GO TO YOU. KIM HEECHUL. I LOVE YOU. SO. DAMN. FUCKING. MUCH. YOU. WILL. NEVER. KNOW.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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