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What is the difference between loving and liking?

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you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

I'm afraid of saying this sentence: I love you junhyung.

I don't know how junhyung managed to climb up to my sidebar below heechul.
I don't know if this is just infatuation for him and his new hairstyle or what.
It started out as simple as me taking a liking for his rapping style.

Sonia almost murdered me when i told her junhyung is 10% and heechul is 90%.
(she didnt know that it was 95% against 5% previously that is. if she did, she would have really killed me.)

I know somehow that ziting doesn't approve of my love for junhyung either although she didnt say anything about it.

I really wanted to stop liking junhyung for just a day and perhaps just abstain from beast for a week or so, BUT I CANT BECAUSE THEIR NEW FUCKING ALBUM WAS JUST RELEASED THIS MORNING, AND ITS SO FUCKING GOOD.

this led me into thinking about a secret previously posted on kpopsecrets(tumblr).
I think it went around the lines of: i think its stupid for batshit crazy fangirls to ruin their friendships over idols, when in my opinion, those idols don't even know you for fuck sake. It's definitely not worth it.

I even contemplated giving up fandom- and that means giving up being an elf, and NO i will not turn into a b2uty. But i can't 'cause that would definitely ruin some parts of my friendship with ziting. and no, im not going to let that happen. Sonia said that she loves me too much to quarrel with me over this and i can love junhyung and she'll support me through whatever, and yesterday was the first time in a long time she actually got pissed at me. If I told her I considered giving up fandom. ha, i wonder what she's going to do.

Actually, giving up fandom wouldn't be that bad would it? i can like any band i want to because of their music (beast. thanks. i dont know why their songs are so damn good.), because they are damn funny or whatever without feeling guilty like what im feeling right now.

but i guess i cant :)
I still love Heechul too much.
and for junhyung......I'LL SEE:)

p.s/ why am i thinking about all these when chinese Os are tomorrow. -wtfself-