
Sunday, November 28, 2010

(Cr: kpopsecrets.tumblr.com)
I don't really want to believe this either.
But, somehow. I think that this is the truth.
Suju isn't that popular in Korea anymore, they're just popular in asia.
I've just finished B2ST Documentary, and they've really came a long way.
After watching their very very first debut showcase all i can think is ah, they've made it.
Okay, so maybe they've only won one #1 so far, but their music is really good and their dancing is one of the best really. the whole group, not just one member.
But, a time will come, where Beast will also stop being popular in korea.
They're really popular now, i think?
I dont want to think that beast is more popular than suju, yeah reality hurts.
I'm trying to stop myself from liking beast more.
yeah what the hell right, trying to stop myself still go and watch their shows -,-
Maybe i should just shut up and enjoy their songs both suju and beast kay :)
?You're like a queen and beautiful
2:13 PM
I was rather shocked by how I reacted towards you today. (yesterday technically.)
But oh well, I don't really care anymore i guess.
-.
open house today was rather fail (at least for publications!)
I mean who the shit goes up to MPR4?!
Great, so I was walking around with Bernice and she smacked my butt twice -,-
cause apparently i was being weird by being friendly to the parents and uh future students by saying HIIIIII ^^
fine, maybe its that teeny weeny bit weird.
oh well.
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Ah, I'm left with the last episode of B2ST Documentary.
I can watch it now actually, but i guess i'll save it for tomorrow (Later) i guess.
After watching that, I think my love for Beast grew abit more. Especially for junhyung.
He can sing actually, really, just that his rapping is 10 times better than his singing. BUT HE STILL CAN SING QUITE WELL OKAY! and his dancing is just whoo. He's the definition of being sexy while he's just in a normal t-shirt (OKAY SO MAYBE I GOT A THING FOR GUYS IN NORMAL SHIRTS.)
Yeah and its really quite sad to hear junhyung say that people say they are recycled D:
They're awesome!
They worked hard :)
I'm quite proud of them although they've only won 1st once on M!Countdown.
:D
I'm sure they'll win something for Beautiful! RIGHT :D
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE<3
although you wouldn't see this!
?You're like a queen and beautiful
2:04 AM

Friday, November 26, 2010
Junhyung: I'm Mommy
Doojoon: And I'm Daddy. *Looks to Junhyung* Hello my love/wife."
OH MY GOD. 2JUN.
-.
I just realised I didn't do any dedications this year :/
This year passed really fast.
Just in term 1 I was eating eclipse like crazy in class to prevent myself from falling asleep.
Then...in term 4 i just openly sleep in alex teoh's lessons ahaha. although i try not to but. SERIOUSLY ITS DAMN BORING :/
oh yes, and during term 1 and 2 i was copying down stuff he said?
guess he ran out of "words of wisdom" HAHA.
he became, really quite annoying towards the end of the year, but he's still quite awesome la, no matter what. his notes<3
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know what. i typed the above on like tuesday? maybe wednesday.
but point is. my computer decided that i was too free so it died on me. -,-
it could work actually, but after i on and use my mf or ie for like 10 minutes. everything just go "not responding" then it hangs. i've been trying for so bloody long. I got so freaking pissed of with it i went to use my brother's computer -,- and now. IM NOT USED TO MY OWN LAPTOP'S KEYBOARD. ITS SO LIGHT AND EASY TO PRESS. im used to like my brother's gamer keyboard. (that i really hate. but im used to it now wtf.)
BUT!!!!!! My (lovely) brother came home today and fixed my computer for me :D
YAY.
so happy.
oh yes, and i dont have to mood to continue whatever i typed the other day. Maybe i'll do a similar post sometime later when i have to mood. haha.
oh i might even do dedications, if i feel like it la.
did cca board on like monday with gen, bernice and nicole.
ahaha, you can call it a double date!
Nicole doesn't want to marry bernice ): that heartless girl!
HAHA.
it was really fun yeah?
went to j8 to develop the cca photos! Had lunch at sakae sushi. oh damn i loved it!
It was really fun heehee.
and took really nice photos with gen's camera too!
open house tomorrow!
finished up the cca board today with gen. ITS SO PRETTAYE. heh.
omg mrs tian. my heart D:
she just ruined our pretty board with staples everywhere. thanks really. -,-
oh well, at least the plastic sheet/our paper/our photos won't fly away now!
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Ziting's at confirmation camp now D:
She's going to miss MAMA DDDD:
It's okay. I can watch it for her. HAHAHAHA.
OH AND I REALLY LOVE ADRAIN YKNOW.
HE'S DAMN HOT.
He's fictional by the way. VAMPIRE ACADAMY!
(I secretly think that he's hotter than dimitry HEEHEE.)
okay so gen got me into editing music, and im trying to do a mash up or beast songs.
and whoo! Lightless and I like you the most sounds really awesome together!!!
and i don't know if im being biased or what. but parts of the songs that i cut out are always junhyung's raps HAHAHAHA.
oh yes, go listen to "It is love if you're crazy", its youngjee's new digital single.
Main point is. IT FEATURES JUNHYUNG'S RAPPING :)
his rapping there is like a kinda different style? i'm mean its quite rock!
Don't ask me who youngjee is. I dont know who she is. HAHA.
but her voice is quite good and nice! and junhyung's rapping. do i need to elaborate on that? i can go on and on HAHAHA.
okay, so i'm watching MTV B2ST DOCUMENTARY now. junhyung's hair is so ugly. I CAN'T STAND IT. BUT. WELL. ITS BEFORE DEBUT. HAHAHA. okay la actually, but his soom and beautiful hair ^^
I feel really sad for hyunseung ):
He's better off in beast anyway :D
I promise to rewatch full house, ehb and like other suju related shows (tons of them!) after i finish beast docu!
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ALL MY BIASES ARE TURNING INTO RAPPERS!!!!!
HEECHUL IS FEATURED IN DEFCONN'S NEW SONG AS A RAPPER OH MY GOD!
HIS RAPPING IS SO FREAKING CUTE.
okay i mean the song isnt out yet but the teaser alone is enough for me to go crazy.
OMGGGG. THE FIRST LINE IS LIKE 촌상촌하, _____독전. That's 天上天下,_____獨尊。in korean! idk what's in the blank. its not heechul for sure though. blame my fail korean ):
then HAHAHAH. IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE IN HIS RAP. GOT LIKE. " DEFCONNN!!!"
"HEENIM!" hahahahahha I LOVE THE HEENIM PART!
I LOVE HEENIM ANYWAY HEEHEE^^
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OH MY GOD.
YKNOW WHAT'S THE NEXT BEST THING ON EARTH APART FROM A1s, FRIENDS, HEECHUL, SUJU, JUNHYUNG AND BEAST?

YES, ITS HAAGEN DAZS.
AND DEFINITELY THEIR NEW FLAVOUR- CARAMEL COOKIE AND CREAM.
okay i mean its not new since i've been eating it since 10th nov. (after chinese Os with sonia and sarah!)
I'VE SINCE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH IT.
ITS SO GODDAMN GOOD.
quit chocolate, vanilla, strawberry, mango, green tea, whatever flavours already!
TRY CARAMEL COOKIES AND CREAM.
YOU WON'T REGRET FOR SURE!
If you tried and hate it or something. then. TOO BAD. YOU'RE MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING GREAT IN LIFE.
HHAHAHAHAHHA.
oh fine, whatever, people have different tastes blah blah.
I LOVE IT SO MUCH. IM GOING TO GROW FAT. FAT. FAT.
DAMNIT, why do i love ice cream so much D:
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Shall end off here!
Till the next time i feel like blogging, BYE :D
?You're like a queen and beautiful
10:35 PM

Sunday, November 21, 2010
AH. JUST WOKE UP AFTER SLEEPING FOR 23 HOURS HEEHEE.
I queued up for 28 hours for suju<3>D) yes. super excited. and they took a video of us saying: "U RI NEUN ELF EO YE YO!" (we are E.L.F.) also! haha YAY. IM SO HAPPY.
OH YES. I AM SO PROUD OF ELF. we are so civilised and honest! No one came and like quarrel with fay, roselin and me and say that our list is unofficial, so they are not going to listen to us or anything! I was super afraid something like that will happen, because i witnessed that happening during the SHINee fansign! SUPER PROUD! Everything was like in order, when the security shifted us around, because they were scared it will rain so they shifted us under shelter everything was in order! And at 12am when the so called 'official queue' started and we queued in the barricades everything was smooth too! No quarrels or anything unpleasant! Well except for this pair of ELF cause apparently they arrived for 2 hours already, but they didnt know we had this list and they didnt know a queue was actually forming or whatever, so they were quite unhappy with us :/ cause on the list they will be quite at the back since during the 2 hours many people came la. then fay and i tried to like arrange with some people, so they queued in front of like 2 rows of people. Luckily the ELF they queued in front with were okay with them. That's like probably the only 'difficulty' we encountered!
THE 28 HOURS WERE SUPER WORTH IT!
I guess that's about all? haha. i hope i didnt miss out on anything :)
Now all I have to wait for is 29th janurary 2011! 68 DAYS!
Yes, I was alone, i mean ziting went to the heeren with me in the morning at 7.30 am then she left around 10 for her ld farewell. then i was alone until she came back at around 4+ then sonia came at around 5+ then joey came at around 7+ to pass me her money. Joey and ziting left together around 8 i think. sonia left at 9! then i was alone all again until yesterday morning 10.30am. I made friends with the people around me of course!
AND I REALISED ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE HEECHUL-BIASED!
HEECHUL IS SUPER POPULAR IN SINGAPORE!! <3

First time on newspaper :/

My tickets!!!! (1 for ziting, 1 for sonia, 1 for joey, 1 for hazel, one for me and 1 receipt!)

The tickets arn't very pretty! BUT THEY ARE SUPER PRECIOUS!

FREE POSTER FOR FIRST 200!! And the goodie-bag have the heeren's voucher! HAHAHA.
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I'm posting pictures of the stuff i took from my kl trip since i didnt post them the other time heehee. :D

My huge-ass bear!!

CLOSE UP! HEEHEE.

My soft toy collection! I have more actually, just that they are not on my bed HAHA. THESE ARE MY FAVORITES ^^

My new heels! front view!

Back view!

MY VAMPIRE ACADEMY COLLECTION OMG!
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE 6TH BOOK TO BE OUT! I didn't know that Sonia reads vampire academy too omg. HAHA.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
12:42 PM

Wednesday, November 17, 2010
I think I gave up.
I think I just learnt how to let go; that our story will never have a beginning.
The day I delete that mail, is perhaps the day I really stop caring about you.
When will that day, ever come?
(
edited: I think I realised, that the thing I'm holding on to, is not you.)
-.
had popeyes with ziting this afternoon at jubilee heehee.
wlao, i freaking gained 1 kg after my trip to kl lor. shouldn't have went to eat with her, just because she wanted her chicken >D
was fun though, and the passion fruit drink thingy is awesome omg :D
got two of those cajun fries voucher by 30th november leh i don't think i'll eat popeyes soon though. :/ the fries are really nice though. and i hate that biscuit thingy although its their signature side dish :/
we were like comparing people omg its really quite hard to choose leh.
doojoon vs leeteuk.
kikwang vs dongwoon (this is the worse of the worst omg.)
and other stuff la aiyo.
--.
OMG PEOPLE, PLEASE GO AND BUY THE BLOOD TIES DVD AND WATCH IT OKAY!
IT'S M18 SO I COULDN'T CATCH IT AT THE CINEMA BUT THE DVD VERSION IS OUT SO GO BUY AND WATCH KAY :)
SUPPORT MY DADDY :D
HEEHEE.
okay la, his role quite minor, some hei she hui lao da. HAHA.
BUT YES MUST BUY AND WATCH KAY. THE GUNS/EXPLOSIONS/WHATEVER WEIRD STUNT THINGY ALL BY HIM!!!
i swear its damn weird watching your dad acting in a movie. especially when you're watching the trailer in some dvd shop. ITS QUITE COOL THOUGH. LIKE. HEY. THAT'S MY DAD YO.
HAHAHAHA.
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off to watch bump off lover!
?You're like a queen and beautiful
9:31 PM

Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I was really, really, really, really, realllllllllly pissed when gen told me all about her bad reputation and stuff. I honestly don't even know why im so pissed, when this whole thing doesnt even involve me the tinest bit.
maybe its just my character, but no, how can they malign gen about something like that???
it's totally off, im sorry but you're the bitch here. should i name you? nah, forget it. your name is so weird and disgusting its not worth me mentioning it at all.
by the way, get your facts right in the first place. crazy fuck.
was really pissed just now, but i guess i calmed down quite abit now, which sets me thinking about this kind of issues.
maybe, i should really stop gossiping about like say, jan koh and vlow, since i dont even know them personally, all these rumours might be untrue, just like how rumours about gen are all 99% crap and 1% truth. gen, a slutty flirty bitch? NO WAY, IM SORRY. STRAIGHT IN YOUR UGLY FACE. NO. FUCKING.WAY.
I'm not siding her wtf, because she's one of my really close friends, but seriously, get to know her first. she got weird guys trying to get her attention, she doesnt need to steal your boyfriend. and honestly, treasure your luck you got such a nice guy that really really likes you that blames himself for all this, when in fact, you're the bitch going around spreading rumours about gen that are totally off.
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watched the beautiful mv today and the live stage!
it was out yesterday but i was only back home around 12am today. so yeah :)
MY GOD JUNHYUNG, HOW CAN HE LOOK SO HOT JUST SITTING AROUND AND STANDING AROUND THERE. OMG BEAST'S DANCING IS REALLY THE BEST. SO FREAKING GOOD OMG.
THE 2JUN FOR 2 SECONDS GOT ME SPAZZING FOR IDK HOW LONG AHAHA. AND THE JUNSEOB TOO! AND OMG YOSEOB'S JUST BEING CUTE THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING. MY GOD.
THE CLASSROOM SCENES KILLED ME. JUNHYUNG'S THE KIND OF GUY I'LL JUST TOTALLY STARE AT IN CLASS, IF THERE IS SOMEONE AS HOT AS HIM THAT IS IN MY CLASS NEXT TIME OR WHATEVER. AHAHAHA. KIKWANG NERD<3
DONGWOON SUPER GOODLOOKING HEEEHEE.
HYUNSEUNG'S VOICE IMPROVED A LITTLE I THINK :) YOSEOB'S VOCALS ARE (Y)
JUNHYUNG'S RAP, DO I NEED TO SAY ANY MORE? HAHAHHAA
DONT BE SHY GIRL!
HAHA, THIS IS MY CONFESSION. JUST TAKE MY HAND AND FLY!!!!
i really love lightless though heehee.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
11:54 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2010
Currently at starbucks heh.
the peppermint mocha frap is AWESOME. MY MAMA. ITS SO NICE!
Bought a HUGE ASS BEAR today :) its really huge. and i mean its ass is really huge too. and OKAY ITS A FAT BEAR. A REALLY CUTE FAT BEAR. I'm going to have problems bringing it back to Singapore. but whatever. its huge and cute and fat.
like me.Bought hmm, Bonamana version A and B poster yesterday. THE VERSION B ONE IS REALLY SUPER PRETTY.
called ziting 20 times -,- and she only picked up at the 21st time -,-
bought a forever 21 tee, I LOVE VAMPIRE ACADEMY HEEEHEE. bought shadow kiss and spirit bound. blood promise is the 4th book in the series but they dont have soft cover D: i'm reading frostbite now anyway. (2nd book) shadow kiss is the 3rd so i still have lots of time to search for soft cover blood promise heehee. spirit bound is the 5th! i realised that there are tons of vampire novels :/ like what house of the dead (night?), vampire diaries (this one seems really nice too, its a television series now or something right?) and this thirst series thingy. but whatever. i shall just follow vampire academy:)
I'm returning tomorrow):
2 days earlier. but well, i have nothing much to do here anyway. bought almost everything that i wanted already.
LALALALA LIGHTLESS.(this one is super awesome yoseob vocal.)
LALALALA LIGHTLESS(this one in super hot junhyung voice.)
I can't stop, i can't find, i cant smile, lightless.
I LOVE LIGHTLESS SO MUCH.
Lights go on again is a really awesome album, nothing less from what i expected from beast's music. heehee
I CANT WAIT FOR THE 19TH :)
this is a wow, quite long entry. heehee.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
3:23 PM

Friday, November 12, 2010
Seems like I'm not disconnected from the world after all :)
HEEHEE.
Oh, don't i just love msia. THEY SELL LOADS OF KOREAN CLOTHES HERE. how do i know they are korean stuff? PICTURES FROM BLOGSHOPS. WTF. the models make the clothes look so pretty when in fact, they're not that pretty after all.
oh well.
bought a guess wallet, 2 pairs of shorts, 1 blouse, 1 pair of heels.
thats all so far heehee and its only the first day.
good going trini:)
OMG FACT: THEY SELL TONS OF YAOI MANGA IN BORDERS HERE. I SAW JUNJO ROMANTICA AND I WAS LIKE WTF. WTF.WTF.WTF.AND ALL THE YAOI MANGAS ARE LIKE ON THE FEATURED SHELVES?! OMG MAYBE THE PEOPLE HERE LOVE YAOI TOO MUCH.
i cant wait for the 19th btw.
oh no battery running low ):
?You're like a queen and beautiful
6:33 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2010
Off to kl tomorrow!
will be back on the 17th, then 19th. YAY. I MISS QUEUING UP SO MUCH.
ITS ACTUALLY REALLY REALLY TIRING. BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
HAHAHA
EVER SINCE SHINEE FANSIGN.
THEN SG SHOWCASE.
19TH IS FOR SS3 TICKETS.
THEN!!!!!!!!!
HEEHEE 28TH FOR SS3 THE CONCERT ITSELF.
i think im addicted to queuing up. its really fun yknow. and you make friends :)
celeste is so cute heehee. omg i really hope she can skip school on the 28th (friday) so she can queue from the morning then change shift and stuff. singaporeans so kiasu 29th morning sure got queue already heh. for sure. or maybe, i'm the kiasu one.
yay, i love my life:)
WITHOUT TESTS AND EXAMS AND MORE QUEUES.<3
?You're like a queen and beautiful
9:46 PM

Tuesday, November 9, 2010
I'm afraid of saying this sentence: I love you junhyung.
I don't know how junhyung managed to climb up to my sidebar below heechul.
I don't know if this is just infatuation for him and his new hairstyle or what.
It started out as simple as me taking a liking for his rapping style.
Sonia almost murdered me when i told her junhyung is 10% and heechul is 90%.
(she didnt know that it was 95% against 5% previously that is. if she did, she would have really killed me.)
I know somehow that ziting doesn't approve of my love for junhyung either although she didnt say anything about it.
I really wanted to stop liking junhyung for just a day and perhaps just abstain from beast for a week or so, BUT I CANT BECAUSE THEIR NEW FUCKING ALBUM WAS JUST RELEASED THIS MORNING, AND ITS SO FUCKING GOOD.
this led me into thinking about a secret previously posted on kpopsecrets(tumblr).
I think it went around the lines of: i think its stupid for batshit crazy fangirls to ruin their friendships over idols, when in my opinion, those idols don't even know you for fuck sake. It's definitely not worth it.
I even contemplated giving up fandom- and that means giving up being an elf, and NO i will not turn into a b2uty. But i can't 'cause that would definitely ruin some parts of my friendship with ziting. and no, im not going to let that happen. Sonia said that she loves me too much to quarrel with me over this and i can love junhyung and she'll support me through whatever, and yesterday was the first time in a long time she actually got pissed at me. If I told her I considered giving up fandom. ha, i wonder what she's going to do.
Actually, giving up fandom wouldn't be that bad would it? i can like any band i want to because of their music (beast. thanks. i dont know why their songs are so damn good.), because they are damn funny or whatever without feeling guilty like what im feeling right now.
but i guess i cant :)
I still love Heechul too much.
and for junhyung......I'LL SEE:)
p.s/ why am i thinking about all these when chinese Os are tomorrow. -wtfself-
?You're like a queen and beautiful
1:25 PM

Sunday, November 7, 2010
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME.
AHAHAHAHA.
I'M FINALLY FEELING SOMETHING FOR THE CHINESE Os THAT IS LIKE HMM. ON WEDNESDAY?
OH CRAP.
AND WHAT AM I DOING INSTEAD OF SPAMMING MYSELF WITH LIKE I DONT KNOW ZONG HE TIAN KONGs AND COMPRE AND READING BZDHG AND STUFF?
IM LIKE READING SHITLOADS OF 2JUN.
why are there so many 2jun fics damnit.
HELLO. 2JUN. NOT EVEN EUNHAE.
(OKAY BECAUSE ALL THE EUNHAE WRITERS NOWADAYS SUCK SHIT.)
AND 2JUN IS LIKE WTF SO FREAKING CUTE FOR SOME GODAMN WEIRD REASON.
UHFGUAHGIEUBGAUIE
save me please.
junseob to dooseob to
wtf!2jun
?You're like a queen and beautiful
3:30 PM

Friday, November 5, 2010
HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAREST SUPER JUNIOR<3
What am going to do without you guys? I've seen the 10 of you twice (minus kibum, hankyung, kangin.) and hmm, i'll be seeing the 10 of you again next year, 29th Jan. When I first heard the news about the Showcase in Singapore, I was honestly super super afraid, I can't, I just can't give up a chance to see you ): Even though the terms and conditions were like totally ridiculous, what first 800 to buy galaxy s which was like $1000 at that time. I quarreled with my Dad like crazy the night before, and I bought the tickets even before asking my parents about it- they wouldn't allow in the first place though. But hell, I would do ANYTHING to see you guys>
Perhaps, I shouldn't be so proud of that, some of their fans, cant afford the tickets, but, well, I don't think that should stop them from fighting for a chance to see them though, AIRPORT! Even though its just a few seconds, or maybe, they would walk out from the VIP way, but everything is worth it, for a chance to see them. Maybe I'm too crazy about fandom, but that's my way of being in the fandom, people may not agree with how i feel about this, but oh well :)
Ever since the 24th of March 2009, I officially changed from casself into a total elf heehee. I may not be part of the official fanclub, but i share the same amount of love as them for the 13 of you. I may not love all your songs the most out of the whole kpop scene, I may think that Junhyung is a better rapper than Eunhyuk, I just joined this fandom for only a miserable 1 year and 8 months but no one can question my love for you.
I remember smiling to myself, people thought i was crazy, whenever i thought of heechul. I remember crying for you guys, i remember crying so much when the news of Hankyung leaving SJ just came out, i remember crying like shit when i watched the Hankyung interview on some cheena show, I remember not wanting to forgive Hankyung because of how he had hurt Heechul, yet the other part of me just wants to support Hankyung no matter what he does ): i remember crying, while watching animal farm because of ryeowook our ever so innocent and cute and pure maknae heehee>
Sukira, Youngstreet, Oh, i just love listening to youngstreet LIVE. muahaha. and hearing my dearest's voice why is he oh so awesome heechul<3>
It doesn’t matter if you’re Super Junior Kim Heechul, or just Kim Heechul.
I love you so much.
I love the way you laugh, the way you dance, the way you sing, the way you’re actually shy, the way you’re so egoistic about your good looks, the way you’re so witty, the way you love pulling pranks on other people, and most importantly, the way you are Heechul.
I struggled to keep ryeowook my bias in super junior but i couldn't after all because of what heechul said. Because of one sentence heechul said.
"I dislike studying the most and I don't know about the law...But I know what is right and wrong."
With that, heechul didn't care about his idol image and stood up for his close friends, and i fell in love with heechul for that.
What pisses me off the most is that when anyone said that (my junior in this case.) Heechul shouldn't be in Super Junior. Go and die, seriously, he may not be the best dancer around (or maybe he can't even dance well in the first place.) He may not have the best voice, he may not have a pretty crystal clear voice like ryeowook, he may not have Kyuhyun's smooth and deeeep voice or yesung's voice of sex, but he's kim heechul, and that is all he needs to be to be in super junior.
Heechul, you probably heard me during SS2, or maybe not, but it doesn't matter because at least i was once part of the pretty pearl sapphire blue sea, I'm proud to be E.L.F.
Super Junior is a family, Leeteuk;Heechul;Hankyung;Yesung;Kangin;Shindong;Sungmin;Eunhyuk;Donghae;Siwon;Ryeowook; Kibum;Kyuhyun.(Zhoumi;Henry)
And i'm their EverLastingFriend.
Happy 5th anniversary, we still have many anniversaries to go!
Always be happy and SHINEEEEEEE like the stars you guys are<3
?You're like a queen and beautiful
11:00 PM

Monday, November 1, 2010
Publications club.
I've never wanted to be in this CCA.
The sec 4 seniors were really scary when we joined, vanessa oh my mama, she's like the scariest discipline mistress ever!
But we never did, i repeat, never did once say that our seniors are annoying/mean/whatever.
I personally think that I'm quite a nice senior, considering the fact that, I don't act as if I'm a senior in the first place? I have never once scolded them, called them fat and ugly or whatever shit? And, honestly, the juniors are the mean ones thanks.
The sec 2s, oh, come on, I don't want to type that whole long story about how wenhui and amelia totally disrespected Jiayi and the rest of the sec 3s. Claiming that you want to do the photo story and just walk of? Not even listening to your seniors? Jiayi is the president for reason, although between the both of them, one of them is definitely going to be pubs president next year. And honestly, I don't think even as the vice-president, you should ask your senior to close down the webpage she's at. Who the fuck are you, grey badge. yeah, yeah, go on, go ahead and say that she's just doing her job, wait till you get the feeling okay. what "you can watch that video in the privacy of your home." fuck you. Yeah, sure, you're damn godamn smart, you top your level (used to), straight As and all, I'm still your senior go and die, so what if you write better articles than me.
Or maybe, I should just forget about this. Since she's just doing her job? But the jiayi one is just too much, is she going to answer to mrs.tian if we didn't win the competition because the photo story was like crap?
And oh, I actually thought that my sec 1 juniors
are were nice.
So, sam oh's classmate went to bernice's house (since bernice's sister's junior is her classmate.) and they were talking about CCAs and sam oh's classmate said that PUBS SENIORS ARE MEAN? Go and bang the fucking wall girl, we're mean? Maybe to you, having your senior give you chocolates on valentines' day is no big deal, BUT OUR SENIORS HAVE NEVER GIVEN US ANYTHING. OKAY. ANYTHING. GO AND BANG THE GODAMN FUCKING WALL. And when you sec 1s haven't join st.nicks yet. Gen and I gave lollipops to everyone in our CCA during international friendship day. WHO GIVES SWEETS ON INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY. AND WE DID OKAY. (oh well, since red badges haven't joined yet.) BUT STILL. OMG GO AND DIE ):
You juniors hurt my feelings so badly D:
I don't want to call for a talk although gen says that its good cause our CCA is new and we don't have that natural senior-junior thingy, but i don't want pubs seniors to have that reputation of seniors that call for talks (lectures.) over something like this, which is well, bad for pubs.
I don't know what to say anymore, 'cause, seriously, we've never bitched about them like right in front of them or anything, and stuff, and not bitching about them behind their backs is quite difficult, seeing how disrespectful they are. oh well, maybe, just maybe, we're over sensitive, though i think otherwise.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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