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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

There is a friend of mine

He's not good at Korean but he speaks Chinese really well
He's just okay at singing but his dancing is excellent
I like cats but that friend likes dogs
I cant cook but that friend cooks very well
I curse everyday but that friend just laughs

But..
Time has passed and I have never been nice to him ㅋㅋ
I'm really sorry..
That I was never nice to him when he was still beside meㅋㅋ
I'm not really a self-pitying personI'm just drunk and watching the tears fall ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

It's a very happy and precious thing when you have someone beside you
Even though I've grown older I still didn't know that
ButIt's too late...I know it now..really..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

It seems that these words aren't useless ^-^
I miss you.. it seems that I'm going to write these words at times like this(-┏)

Me who doesn't even cry when filming sad scenes
is now shedding very hot tears

source : 김희철 미니홈피
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
thanks dDonika for the shout out

Today of all days I really miss a friend who is far away^-^ ...that friend..and me i hope we will meet again when everything is fineㅋㅋ I'll be nicer to him...and I've regretted a lot..everybody please be nicer to the friends who are beside you!! ...really...^-^...it's so sad...ㅋ

source : Kim Heechul's twitter
translated by evanesco @sj-world.net

(ㅠ.ㅠ)
i swear hanchul is real.
heechul ah....
....
i dont know what to say. T.T
why am i crying? hmmm.
i really hope hankyung... sees this.
i really didnt expect heechul to type such a post..
maybe thats why i really love heechul alot. alot. alot.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ is not the way to express sadness Heechul.
but that is how to express yourself isnt it? :)
But i believe heechul! i believe that you guys will meet again... if not members, you'll meet as best friends? or rather friends?
i shant say dont cry heechul. because i'm crying so hard now D':
again.

hankyung you bastard, just get your ass back to suju already.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

6:46 PM

Monday, April 26, 2010

this. sucks. to. the. max.

the only thing that is going up this term is english.
chinese is still down down down.
my e math went from A1 to C6 -,-

gosh.
D:

the only thing that keeps me happy everyday is youngstreet.

107.7 POWER FM.
KIM HEECHUL'S YOUNGSTREET.
김희철의 영스리트.

<3
heechul makes me happy.
very very very happy.
^^

andyoumakemesad.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

10:00 PM

Saturday, April 24, 2010

I LOVE JEZMINZ!

我是她的爱人。

okay, TODAY IS MY 13th MONTHSARY <3

its officially 1 year and 1 month!
and i still love you suju <3
through this year i changed my bias from ryeowook to heechul and back to ryeowook and then to heechul. and its still heechul. and i remember how my second love became donghae. :)
and i'm proud to be an elf.
elfs are awesome. regardless KELF or IELF.
we rock ttm.

AND I REALLY LOVE THE CUTE SIDE OF HEECHUL.
its so adorkable <3

?You're like a queen and beautiful

8:33 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I LOVE YOU KELFS.
THEY'RE GOING TO PASTE POSTERS ALL AROUND KOREA AGAIN!
AND I'M GOING TO DONATE MONEY TO SUPPORT SJW THAT ARE SUPPORTING 4THJIB!
I LOVE YOU SUJU <3

HEEDICATOR FOR THE WIN!
i lovee the feeling of being spammed by suju.
seems like they have the day of for 21/22 april!

?You're like a queen and beautiful

6:30 PM

Monday, April 19, 2010

we've changed so much; it's somehow normal if we don't talk to each other.
or so i think, you don't have the need to talk to me.
you have your conversations with others.
maybe, maybe, it's time once again.

again.

i don't see the need to smile and laugh with you anymore.
i don't see the need for our friendship anymore. my life had revolved around you. had.
but. it doesnt now.
we're too different, we were similar to start with. yet we all changed.
what is change doing to all of us.
i guess i'm no longer a priority, only an option.
i'm no one's priority now.
i'm the option, only the option.
sonia needs to stop telling me that i'm happier now.
i know it better. i know it better than you do sonia.
i was happier back in the past even though it was plain.
although i didnt have that much fun.
what are you to me now?
you bring me only misery; jealousy; envy; tears; nothing else.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

5:39 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

I CANT BELIEVE THIS.

i was watching cinderella's sister.
then i got super confused.
because i realised, i dont know which girl is cinderella and which girl is the step sister.
then it dawned on me that i forgot how the original cinderella story went about.
i had to wiki the story.

omfg.
then i realised, i can remember how to do math, i can memorise bio and chem, all the ionic equations, digestive system, enzymes, bonding, and what not. i know how to appreciate the beauty of shakespear's storys and crap up stuff for impromptu speech in 3 mins (although i kinda screwed it.) and survive with tests and stuff.

but i cant remember a simple fairytale.
i forgot how the story went, i forgot that cinderella is the daughter of the first wife and stepsisters are the daughters of the second wife. i actually thought that cinderella is the daughter of the second wife -,- and she got bullied by the daughters of the first wife that died -,- what the shit.
look what's happening to me.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

1:39 PM

Friday, April 16, 2010

You’re like a queen and beautiful
I just can’t be without you girl.
You’re like a queen and beautiful
I just can’t be without you girl.

I think of what we were like when I first met you.
Your bashful smile, your shy words, your cold hands.
I thought of you everyday.
I couldn’t do anything (Almost going crazy.)
Unable to turn my gaze away.
Like a fool, I could only lose myself in you.
I want to walk together with you for a lifetime.
I will protect you, I love you, you’re my love.

‘Cause you, you are so beautiful.
Let my gasp against your lips, to say this phrase, “I love you.”
‘Cause you, you are so beautiful.
Just stay by my side (You belong only to me.)
My beautiful, my beautiful oh oh.

It’s fine if time stops like this, it’s fine if we grow old.
I love you, I love you.
Thank you, thank you.
Occasionally, when there is a quarrel I will cry.
As I kiss your lips,
(Stop, baby I’m sorry.)

‘Cause you, you are so beautiful.
Let my gasp against your lips, to say this phrase, “I love you.”
‘Cause you, you are so beautiful.
Just stay by my side (You belong only to me.)

I’ve only given her my everything.
I will love you forever, oh.
‘Cause you, you are so beautiful.
I want your lips to belong only to me.
‘Cause you, you are so beautiful.
I will never let go of these hands
.I will hold on tightly.

I love you Donghae, you're beautiful <3

?You're like a queen and beautiful

8:01 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Ziting is loved by me :D

I mean her bias is DONGHAE, which shows that she have awesome taste (because donghae is seriously the most good-looking one although heechul's smirk pwns.). ALTHOUGH HER STANDARDS FOR GIRLS IN OUR SCHOOL ARE REALLY QUITE LOW. or maybe my standards are high :D and...somehow she don't like sweets D: BECAUSE OF TOOTH DECAY. but that makes her retarded, and since i have a special liking for retarded people, she is loved.
BY THE AWESOME ME. It was funnnn having her in class D: i miss all her dancing in class. and and and, bp was fun. the buay song face is everywhere with me now, i dont even have to show it. because its just there. like there. LAUGHING WITH ZITING IS REALLLLLY FUN. I MISS THE LAUGHING GAME. but i lost my laughter. and i dont care ziting. YOU'RE GOING TO EAT MY SWEEEEEETS.

:D

?You're like a queen and beautiful

10:28 PM

i'm totally crying now.
but no one can see it.

because i'm crying inside.

i miss the days where i smile when im happy.
and not the times where i smile because i dont want people to ask me why im sad.
everything seems so fake now.
you don't know when you can believe who.
we tell lies so easily.
sometimes we dont understand each other so much, we end up not understanding ourselves.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

8:31 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

You get to be councillors, exco members even if you break the rules.
Everyone knows that you break those rules, but the teachers don't know.
and that is all that matters. isnt it?
so what if you actually do what you're supposed to do, and in fact more than that.
as long as no one sees it, no one will acknowledge it.
It depends on your damn luck isnt it?
Lucky: teacher sees all the things that you do.
Unlucky: Do as much as you want, but teachers don't see a single thing. Even worse, all they see is you laughing and talking in class.

And the best thing to top that?
Have someone that loves to rat on you in class.
<3

awesome yeah :)
actually thinking about it now, i dont mind changing seats anymore.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

8:30 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010

it just takes one single smirk to kill me.
you're awesome heechul.

you're awesome.

sometimes i wish that you were never there in the first place- hankyung.
my heart is crying and you're all happy.
good for you then.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

9:08 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2010

What is wrong with falling sick on a day where there is a math test.
its not as if im not sick.

I AM SICK HELLO PEOPLE.
I even have one week mc for pe -,-

and i am eating my medicine -,-
am i supposed to be happy that people are talking about ' the monitor that fell sick on math test day. '?

i mean yeah, i know. i've been talking about ponning the dumb test.
and of course im happy about ponning that dumb test.
BUT I HAVE A REASON.
why am i even talking about it.
ughfgh.

AND FOR YOUR DUMB INFORMATION.
I DID NOT EAT TOOTHPASTE.
WHY DO PEOPLE ONLY LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY WHEN ITS LIKE FREAKING DUMB.
AND NOT BELIEVE WHAT I SAY WHEN ITS THE TRUTH.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS FUCKING DUMB WORLD.
i'm not so dumb to eat toothpaste -,-
fml.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

7:16 PM

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

ughfgh.

fuck my life.
i cant do coordinate geom.
remind me again why did i choose st nicks.
right, because its a 'premium school'

i dont understand.
you don't understand me, yeah you dont.

deceitful words; words that don't mean anything.
use your imagination, for what you think may be what i mean.
lets just plunge into darkness forever.
no one will notice.
so there young fellow, who are you waiting for at this hour.
or perhaps, what are you waiting for?

waiting for a miracle to happen for you to understand coordinate geometry?

?You're like a queen and beautiful

10:12 PM

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

The days without you
I stood by the window
And cried
Because you’re never coming back

It was raining when you left me
on that particular night
I told you even god is crying
Don’t leave me
But you said that there’ll be a rainbow after rain
I’ll meet happiness once again after the pain

But the rainbow was white
The colours were gone
just like the way you had left me
I wrapped myself in your favorite black jacket
And walked down the grey streets
the world, my world
reduced to this colourless and dull state
I never asked for

The wind continued to blow
The strains on our faces could be seen
Yet you were smiling all so happily
it was all that I need

Flashbacks told me
You held my hand, ever so tightly
the night you left
I was in your embrace, your warmth engulfing me
But it was not forever
Your warm hands left me

The rainbow was white
The colours were gone
just like the way you had left me
I wrapped myself in your favorite black jacket
And walked down the grey streets
the world, my world
reduced to this colourless and dull state
I never asked for

I want to meet this genie
and probably just get this one wish
to see you again
and be the one your smile is for

Sometimes I wonder
whyI’m reduced to this state
why am I still infatuated with you
You who was gone long ago
I stood by the window
We once stood side by side

?You're like a queen and beautiful

6:57 PM

Monday, April 5, 2010

OMG.

EUNHAE IS FUCKING REAL.
ITS FUCKING REAL.
and now i truly believe that kibum loves suju.

kibum ah, you love suju.
and suju loves you, your members love you, E.L.Fs love you, i love you.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

6:01 PM

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Eunhyuk is too cute to be true!

......What day is today ? ♥

we all know that its your birthday hyukkie<3

and leeteuk.
eunteuk love<3

What is luna doing with suju while they're practising!
oh well.~ she is my favorite in F(x)
ryeowook's hair is awesome<3

I'M GOING TO FAIL MY COORDINATE GEOMETRY TEST.
my a-math grade this term = C6.
or prolly D7.
my bio = D7 currently.
shit they're my A1 subjects in term 1
and seth tan fucking refused to give my my 1 mark.
WHAT THE SHIT MANZXC.
FUCK YOU D:
so i failed my ss. by a miserable 1/2 mark.
i did so well for my essay but i got zero for my dumb source A -,-
what the shit.
how?

I want to achive 40.
lets strive hard.
40. i am coming for you.
dont run away.
D:

?You're like a queen and beautiful

8:23 PM

Saturday, April 3, 2010

HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY EUNHYUK
I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING FUCKING MUCH! <3
The defination of Eunhyuk:

1. THE DANCING MACHINE OF SUPER JUNIOR<3
2. THE HOT ASS GUY THAT SHAKES HIS ASS LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
3. THE CUTE YET HOT YET SHUAI YET HILARIOUS GUY.
4. THE GUY THAT BELONGS TO LEE DONGHAE.
5. THE GUY THAT TRINI LOVE SO MUCH.
6. THE BLING BLING JEWEL PRINCE OF SUPER JUNIOR.<3
7. THE GUY THAT SUCKS AT ENGLISH SO MUCH HE ONLY KNOWS: "NICE WEATHER!"
(although i admit Heechul's is like.cough cough. uh, more hilarious and entertaining :D)
8. THE HOT GUY THAT ROCKS 'ABNORMAL' CLOTHES AND EYELINER AND REDRED HAIR.
9. THE GUY THE MADE HEARTQUAKE SOUND SO MUCH NICER LIVE THEN THE CD VERSION BECAUSE HE'S THE RAPPER.
10. THE GUY THAT MADE DONGHAE'S BEAUTIFUL EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE HE DANCED WITH DONGHAE.
11. THE GUY LOVES DONGHAE.
12. THE GUY THAT LOVES SUPER JUNIOR.
13. THE GUY NAMED LEE HYUKJAE.
On and on precious love.
i love you eunhyukkie<3

i hope eunhae spends every of their birthday together with a uber cute cake in their room.
but donghae shares a room with eeteuk.
RIGHT.
well, donghae can sneak over to eunhyuk's room and perhaps....

HAVE SOME CAKE. YEAH.
and probably have an awesome night together :D

I realised i've been spending alot of my parent's money D:
just bought a new specs that im afraid to show the world to.

?You're like a queen and beautiful

10:58 PM