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Trini's.
121095.
CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School (Primary & Secondary)
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PUBLICATIONS.
Catholic Junior College
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GUZHENG ENSEMBLE

What is the difference between loving and liking?

Random musings

you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
to live life your way.

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I LOVE PUBS <33333

"THIS IS WHAT YOUR SENIORS DO AFTER CCA!" CLARA; PUBS EDITOR 2010

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I LOVE THE MAC LAB MANZXC.
CAMWHORING IS PART OF CCA ALREADY <3

AND WRITING HILARIOUS ARTICLES LIKE COMING UP WITH EXCUSES FOR LATECOMING.

EG: MY CAR RAN AWAY WITH MY NEIGHBOUR'S DOG.
MY EPIC EXCUSE.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
yay :)
i love to eat lunch with gen :D
and amanda :)

WHEE.
we are retarded.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I PASSED MY PIANO EXAMMMMMMMMMM
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
MUST BE ALL THE GOOD LUCK FROM MY DEAREST FRIENDS
THANKS <3

ILY!

MORAL OF THE DAY: GENEVIEVE IS RETARDED.
如果你是一粒种子你会飞去哪里？

Sunday, March 28, 2010

i seriously dont get how anyone can expect someone to tell you straight in the face why he or she dont like you.

its just, wrong and ridiculous.
why are you forcing me to be a two-faced bitch.
to say, yeah, its alright.
when deep down, we all know, you know, i know, she know, everyone knows that i dont mean it.
how do you expect me to tell you straight in the face the reasons for me not to like you.
i feel like a coward now, thinking back, when i walked away.
but i cant, and i hate to tell people things straight in the face if its negative.
walking away with a dao face might seem cooler anyway.
whatever.

i hate it when people make my friends cry.
and i hate it even more when i just suck so much at consoling people, all i can do is just sit there and let them cry, without saying anything.
but i dont know what to say, i seriously dont know.
sigh ;;

Saturday, March 27, 2010

please do not deny the fact that i have awesome photography skills.
denial is bad for health :D

Hi, if you stalk me.
which i highly doubt... SINCE IM THE STALKER HERE.

you know, i have high standards for blogs.
hence, if i visit your blog everyday, it either means that i really like you, or your blog is just simply awesome :D
sorry to say gen, I DONT GO TO YOUR BLOG EVERYDAY.
HAHAHHA.
your blog is too boring and i know when you'll update so.
laugh.



"There is a reason... And the reason is... YOU."
3 loyalty is the class holding alex teoh back in this school he kinda hates.
therefore, you know.
I THINK I'LL JUST STOP LAUGHING AND TALKING DURING CHEM.
"I hate noise."
its amazing how my memory likes to remember things that are like not important -,-
but his quotes are important right!!!
okay not really, his chem notes are more important -,-



i love stalking.
i want a stalker boyfriend that knows magic, and he must have awesome hair, must know how to play the piano, must have heechul's attitude and awesome-ness, must look relatively weird and not shuai in photos and yet really good looking in videos and in real life, must have money, and he must not be afraid of ghosts so he can laugh at them together with me during horror movies.
i have such high standards, i shall remain a spinster for life.

Friday, March 26, 2010

你不懂...
但我懂...
你不会去想...
但我会...
你从不顾虑...
我却会...

i really dont like the way you're so close to her.
D:

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

TODAY IS THE 24th OF MARCH, 2010.
LAST YEAR 24th OF MARCH,2009.

HAHAHAHHA.
ifellinlovewith13guys<3
/blushes.

Heechul!
Our age gap is only 12 years you know...
Even if you're already working, singing and acting, performing for 5 years, and im still dying here with my studies... its okay :)
you never fail to make me smile, to make me laugh, to make me go crazy.
i could stare at your face forever.
like yes forever.
your wildness, craziness, tenderness and practically everything about you.
the way you forget to feed heebum, the way you take videos of heebum and baengsin, the way you're so confident about yourself, the way you're like freaking ego, the way you're so witty, the way you're heechul <3
you motivate me to do better.
"I tell myself, if I don't improve, then I'm not Kim Heechul."
<333

Yeah, and thats my favorite lover out of my thirteen lovers.
TEEHEE.
they receive equal amount of love okay, just that im just biased towards heechul <3
and they love me too.
yes they love me, for my name is elf.

happy anniversary to myself.
i shall wait patiently for my 13th monthsary :D

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

SUJU just makes my day so easily.
just like that.
like omigosh why are they so cuteeee. *-------------------------------*

Fan : Yah, Cho Kyuhyun (oppa) there was Yewook pop up this time, dont you know it? Will you let your man (Ryeowook Kim) be taken away like that!?
Ryeowook : ^^ there was Yewook pop up......wah ㅋㅋ
(this fan is a Hyunwook (Kyuwook) fan and she was talking about Yewook's back-hug picture in Shanghai SS2 concert )

Source: Ufotown.com.cn
Translation: (L) @ SJ-WORLD.NET

go on ryeowook!!! tell that fan that Yewook is reall!!!!!!! <33333333

sigh~
donghae loves his fan so much ^^
and so does ryeowookie.
kyu is just plain witty!kyu in ufo replies.

ah~~
okay. i shall do my work :/

Monday, March 22, 2010

SUPER SHOW 2 was just two days ago, yet everything feel so far away now...
Heechul is no longer in front of me, i bet he forgot about the girl that confessed to him already. (even though he heard me. yes, i am sure he did, even if he didnt see me. he heard my voice.)

my math.... went back to normal?
i mean, last term's math results was just plain crazy.
How the fuck did i get A1s for both of my math.
crazy.
great, now its a 20/40.
awesome manzxc.
its back to normal, my math results.
I think i should just go to a dumb Poly.
i have ridiculous results.
I mean so what if i got 3 A1s and 1 A2.
its like nothing as compared to others.
and i failed both of my languages.
which totally pulled down my fucking L1R5.
imagine if i got like i mean at least what C5 for my dumb engrish or chinese, i would get 15 -,-
and now its a fucking 17.
how awesome right. right???


and i really wonder why do i actually bother to study.
Heechul why are you the only thing on my mind now.
sigh.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Reached the stadium at around 5.15pm. saw this huge bunch of people crownding over O:
There was this bunch of cheena women selling imitation stuff!
AND I BOUGHT HAHAHA. WELL. IT SAYS HEECHUL WITH HEESICA ON IT. AWESOMEHDASFBIFGJD. And I bought ziting a donghae bag, gen a kyuhyun bag, sonia a eunhyuk bag and myself a .HEECHUL bag.
Then I bought suju lightsticks <3 talking about lightsticks im like super pissed! There were some people holding pink lightsticks! WTF. Is this a snsd concert?! Its not like im anti-snsd. In fact I love snsd but IT’S A SUJU CONCERT. AND ITS RUINING THE AWESOME PEARL SAPPHIRE BLUE SEA. (which I was part of <3333)
The ticket says that it starts at 7pm. But wtf!? Random people came up to perform. I don’t know them. Some malay guy with heechul hair performed and he kept copying heechul’s actions. I swear he loves heechul. Then we waited. And waited. And waited. While they teased us with stupid commercials. Then seriously, my heart was thumping and thumping. I was seriously going crazy. Like seriously. They were going to appear RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. great. Yes. Then THEY FINALLY OFF-ED THE LIGHTS. WHOO. AND GUARDS STARTING FORMING A LINE ON THE STAIRCASE AT MY SIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I STOOD ON MY CHAIR AND TURNED BEHIND AND…….. KYUHYUN WAS THERE. HE WAS FREAKING THERE. SMIRKING. OMFGAJSCKVDBHHRTIERJDSKFNV!!dfsGBSHIRJSADF!!!!!!! I SCREAMED AND SCREAMEDDDDD.
THEN THEN WELL IT’S A 3 HOURS CONCERT. SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED. AND IM NOT GOING TO TYPE OUT EVERYTHING.
THE THING IS.
WHEN THEY WERE SITTING ON CHAIRS ON THE RUNWAYS… HEECHUL SAT ON THE CHAIR NEAREST TO ME. OMFG. SERIOUSLY. AND I CONFESSED TO HIM 5 TIMES. 5 FREAKING TIMES. AND I SWEAR HE COULD HEAR ME. BECAUSE IT WAS QUIET WHEN I SCREAMED. HAHAHAHAHAH. ITS LIKE HEECHUL SARANGHAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! X5.
AND I SCREAMED HEECHUL I LOVE YOU! WHEN HE STOOD UP. MY GOD. MY GOD
AND AND EUNHAE FTW. DONGHAE WAS HOLDING A BANNER(CLOTH TYPE) UP THAT SAYS EUNHYUK <3 DONGHAE. IN KOREAN AND THE HEART WAS REALLY A HEART LA. OMGWTFBBQ. EUNHAE. AND AND THEY SAT NEXT TO EACH OTHER ON SOME SONG I FORGOT WHAT. AND THEY PLAYED WITH EACH OTHER SO MUCH. THEN THEN. DONGHAE WORE A EUNHAE HAIRBAND !!! THE HAIR BAND HAVE AN ANCHOVY AND A FISHY (THE NEMO FISHY) POPPING UP. AND HE WORE IT LA. OMFG. MANZXC. EUNHAE TTM.
AND I TOTALLY FELL OF SIWON. DURING HIS SOLO. HE WAS SO SUAVE.SO SO SO SO GOOD LOOKING. AND HE WAS SINGING PRAISE TO GOD. HAHAHA. IN AN ALLAH COUNTRY. WHATEVER. AND WHAT “JESUS YOU’RE MY EVERYTHING.” HAHHAHA. BUT IT WAS SO SO SO SO AWESOME.
AND I FELL FOR EUNHYUK. SO MUCH. SO SO SO MUCH. HE’S SO FUCKING HOT. WTF!!!!! DURING HEARTQUAKE HIS RAP. AND HIS HAIR AND HIS CLOTHES. HOT TTM.
AND I SWEAR YESUNG’S VOICE IS MADE OF SEX. VOICE OF SEX. LIVE. AWESOME. LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING HELL. I SWEAR I LOVE HIS VOICE TTM. SEX.SEX. SEXY VOICE. VOICE OF SEX.
KYUHYUN’S SINGLE. YUAN LIANG WO. ITS CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE CHINESE SONG. WELL ITS BY JAM HSIAO. BUT KYUHYUN’S CHOCOLATE, CREAMY. OH SO SMOOTH VOICE MADE EVERYTHING AWESOME TTM.
DONGHAE’S SOLO (WITH EUNHYUK<33333) EUNHAE PDW. I SCREAMED LIKE HELL WHEN BEAUTIFUL STARTED PLAYING. THEN DONGHAE POPPED UP. AND AND AND STARTED DANCING. OMG.HIS DANCE. /FAINTS ALL OVER AGAIN. THEN EUNHYUK POPPED UP TOO. THEN THEY DANCED.WHOOOO. EUNHAE DANCE. I SWER IT’S A DIFFERENT FEELING WHEN YOU WATCH IT LIVE. WHEN THEIR HANDS TOUCHED. I COULD FEEEEEL THEIR LOVE. HAHAHAHHAH.
THEN I TOTALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH RYEOWOOK AGAIN. DURING INSOMNIA. SERIOUSLY. TRUST ME. RYEOWOOK IS HOT. HE IS FUCKING HOT. ITS DIFFERENT FROM FANCAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLYYYY. THE WAY HE DANCED WITH THAT GIRL….. HOT LIKE CRAZY.
THEN TEUKIE’S HONEY. FUNNY LIKE WHOO. AND HAHAHA. I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH OH MY GOD.
AND SUNGMIN’S BABY MADE ME WANNA CRY D: SUNGMIN IS SO AWESOME<33333333333
I LOVED WHAT IF SO SO SO SO MUCH. KYUMIN AND YEWOOK <33333333333333333333
AND DURING OUR LOVE. SUNGMIN STARTED USING HIS IPHONE AND STARTED TAKING VIDEOS OF THE MEMBERS SINGING LA. OMG. AND YESUNG LIKE SO BAD BOY LIKE THAT OMFG. THEN HE SELFCA AFTER TAKING THE MEMBERS.
AND AND AND AND AND DON’T DON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EUNHAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEIR DANCE TTM. TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTM.
THEN THEN THEN TWINS AND U WAS JUST TIRING. JUMPED AND JUMPED AND JUMPED. AND I WAS WEARING 4-INCH HEELS HELLO!?
AND THEN SORRY SORRY ANSWER. THEY DIDN’T SING THOUGH. IT WAS THE MV. BUT THE THING IS. IT’S THE FULL MV. FULL IN WHICH. KANGIN IS THERE. AND KANGIN TOOK MOST OF THE TIME IN THE VID (WELL IT WASN’T THE WHOLE THINGY LA.) AND I WAS QUITE DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE THEY DIDN’T SHOW MY FAVORITE ON AND ON PRECIOUS LOVE. BUT WELL, NOW I KNOW WHAT KANGIN WAS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE IN THE VID. I LOVE YOU KANGIN. I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. I MISS YOU.
AND I TELL YOU. EVEN IF YOU’RE SERIOUSLY ONLY13 OR YOU’RE LIKE AGAINST ZHOUMI. BECAUSE OF HIS NOSE IN MY CASE. YOU’LL FALL FOR HIM DURING BLUE TOMORROW AND SUPER GIRL. IT WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME. BUT YET ANOTHER GREAT FLAW WAS THERE. AND ITS NOT THEIR FAULT. WHY? BECAUSE THEIR LEADER IS MISSING. BUT OH WELL, IT WAS GREAT. AWESOME TTM.
I SWEAR ZHOU MI IS HOT. *-------------------------*
HENRY'S SOLO WAS SO HOT. OMGWTFBBQ. SO SO SO SO HOT. VIOLIN FTW.
WHAT ELSE. OH AFTER SORRY SORRY ANSWER. WAS SORRY SORRY!
HAHAHAHAHA. SERIOUSLY I DANCED OOOOOOOOOOOOO:
COULDNY CONTROL LA OKAY. AND HEECHUL WITH HIS SHADES AND HIS HAT <333333333333
AEIN IRAGI BODA CHINGU GATEUN NAEGA DWAEGO SHIPO<3333333333333
I LOVE YOU HEECHUL. AND DURING ITS YOU REMIX. HE DID THE TAKE OF SHADES REALLY SUAVELY AND THE FINGER THINGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR I DIED. I SERIOUSLY DIED.
AND DURING HEECHUL’S SOLO (WHICH WASN’T HUN, BUT IVY’S TEMPTATION OF SONATA. ) I SCREAMED LIKE CRAZY. I NEVER STOPPED SCREAMING. IM SERIOUS. AND HEECHUL IS SO HIGH ON STAGE LA. WTF. SERIOUSLY. I CANT STOP LOVING HIM.
AND DO IT DO IT CHU! ITS TRUE TRUE ITS YOU!~ THE VID WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS LA. DAMN FUNNY. AND WHOOO SULHEE EYESMILE AND I FELL FOR RYEWOOKIE AS LUNA. SO DAMN FUCKING PRETTY I LIKE HIS WIG.HAHAHAH. AND EUNHAE AS KRYBER. LOVELOVELOVETTM.
KYUHYUN’S PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON IS LIKE CUTE TTM!!!! HEECHUL THE DINOSAUR FLASHED HIMSELF TO SHINDONG TO BABY. HAHAHAHAHA. AND SIWON AND EUNHYUKIE AS WHAT ARE THEY AGAIN HOUSEFLIES?!?! WHATEVER! BUT IT WAS FREAKING CUTE. HEECHUL! <3
WE WERE SO SAD. WHEN THEY LEFT. BUT ENCORE!!!! THEY SANG SOME RANDOM SONG THEN WONDER BOY THEN THE LAST SONG WAS MARRY U. SO TOUCHING <333333333333

MANY MANY THINGS HAPPENED. LIKE ANGELA, AND MANY OTHERS. THEY WILL FOREVER BE STUCK IN MY HEAD. I LOVE YOU SUPER JUNIOR.
THE VID WHERE THEY PLEDGED THEIR LOVE FOR US E.L.F.s WAS SO TOUCHING <3
THE DEBUT STAGE ON 2005 WAS REALLY SCARY. BUT YOU SUPPORTED US. (EVEN THOUGH I DIDN’T THEN.) AND NOW EVEN IF ITS ON THAT DAY OR THROUGHOUT THE FOUR YEARS AND EVEN TODAY. WE LOVE YOU.
AND THEY TALKED A LOT ABOUT LOVING US ELFS.
AND CHANGE DURING THE FOUR YEARS, ABOUT THEIR LOOKS CHANGING, THE NUMBER OF MEMBERS GREW, THEY BECAME ADULTS AND MANY ELSE. BUT THE THING THAT NEVER CHANGES IS THEIR LOVE OF US, AND OUR LOVE FOR THEM.
CONTINUE TO SHINE SUJU, I’LL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY. 200310 8PM-11PM.
THE DAY WHERE I FIRST SAW YOU LIVE.
DO YOUR BEST LIKE HOW YOU ALWAYS DO FOR THE 4TH JIB, I’LL SUPPORT YOU FOREVER.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Saranghamnida.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

I THINK IM REALLLY REALLLLLY PANSEXUAL.
RUN DEVIL RUN

OHMADOIFSNBERWUFHGJP4REWBGHOADSFLGJKNEBRHIPSJDl;
CXLNMVDFGB RHJEOR;AFDKNLGKBHJOFL;ZNBVGFITJORLASNDJBKFIPY
ET'KRLWLNJSdZCOVB'KLTRNEW.,AHFDGZVJXLHGFTNLHDFJO

KEYBOARD SMASH YES.
ITS THE ONLY WAY TO EXPRESS MYSELF.
WHY ARE THEY SO FUCKING HOT.
HOT.
HOT.

SEOHYUN OMG. SHE IS SO FREAKING HOT. HER HAIR AND HER MAKE UP AND EVERYTHING.
TIFFANY OMGWTFBBQ HER EYELINER.
YOONA HER BANGS ARE WEIRD BUT YET AWESOME.
YURI, OMGWTFBBQ SHE'S LIKE FUCKING HOT?!?!?!
SUNNY OH FUCK HOW DID SOME AGEYO CUTE SHORT LITTLE GIRL TURN SO HOT?!?!
JESSICA I SWEAR I FREAKING SWEAR HER HAIR IS FUCKING AWESOME. MY GOD SERIOUSLY LOOK AT THOSE BLACK STRIPS IN HER BLOND HAIR. AWESOME LIKE WTF.
HYOYEON NEEDLESS TO SAY. HER DANCE *----------* AND HER HAIR IS AWESOME.
SOOYUNG HOT AS USUAL HER FACIAL EXPRESSIONS AND SOMEHOW SHORT HAIR REALLY MAKES HER HOT AND LONG HAIR MAKES HER CUTE.
TAEYEON WAS ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS. ONE WORD. GORGEOUS.

WHAT IS SNSD DOING TO ME?!!!!
FANGIRLING OVER THEM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
MY GOD.
BUT SNSD I LOVE YOU.
SO NYEO SHI DAE PEO DA WIN.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

hangeng..
hangeng..
hangeng..
hangeng..
hangeng..

why do you like to make me cry.
is it so fucking fun to see your fans feel sad for you?
oh sure, you dont know us, you dont feel what we're feeling, all you want is to leave sment, GET INTO A BETTER COMPANY. YOU DON'T EVEN MIND JOINING A NEW BOY BAND TO TEACH THE NEWBIES. YOU DON'T MIND. what crap, what crap about missing suju, for now you have to face everything by yourself. what do you fucking mean by no matter if its you, or your friends, you wish that suju will do better and better. FUCK YOU HANKYUNG. FUCK YOU.FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU. GO AHEAD. FUCK. LEAVE SMENT. GO AHEAD AND LEAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. DON'T COME BACK. FORGET ALL ABOUT THE TWELVE MEMBERS THAT YOU'VE ONCE WORKED SO HARD TOGETHER. GO BE AN ACTOR, AND CONTINUE TO DANCE YOU DON'T WANT TO WASTE AWAY YOUR TALENT IN DANCING SINCE YOU'VE LEARNT DANCING SINCE YOU WERE 13. GO AHEAD MANZXC. GO AHEAD, SEARCH FOR MORE ENTERTAINMENT COMPANIES, TAKE PART IN MORE AUDITIONS, FUCK.

why, why do you have to say all these words.
words of prolly you would find a better entertainment company where the terms are good for both you and the company... We all know that sment is fucked up. we know.
Hangeng. why are you making me like this...
i feel like fucking tearing up my posters. burning all my suju albums, especially my sorry sorry version b that says SJ13.
SJ13.

ITS NOT EVEN FUCKING 13 ANYMORE.
FUCK YOU, I'M CRYING.
WHY THE FUCK AM I CRYING FOR SUCH A BASTARD LIKE YOU HANKYUNG.
I WONDER WHY.

iwonderwhydidifallinlovewithsuchafuckingbastard,andicantgetoveryou.fuckyouhankyung,becauseiloveyou.
ughfgh, im not making sense.

Monday, March 15, 2010

变化不是你所能控制的, 人.是会变得.

for the first time, i felt like asking you: What am i supposed to say?
what does this show...
did i change, or did you ever since this year?

afraid;



of what?
I do not know.
或许你并不觉得这代表什么, 但对我而言这已经是变化的开始.

I have 2 boxes of letters.
One green box- letters from primary school besties.
One red box- letters from secondary school friends.

i was reading through the primary school letters (We sent through post you know! imagine all those money we spent on the stamps! but the fun of it was the wait everytime my mama check the mailbox who knows your reply is in there!) I wonder what would happen if i typed out this particular letter? Regarding people that are still in st. nicks. LAUGH. All my friends went to the EC classes, and well, partner went to NJC. The letters are so retarded. Letters with Nicole, were well about claireyang. and who else? Amanda tang? HAHA. and melanie too, retarded things that retarded young kids like us do. Like how we go, "I tell you something! I dont like her you know!" But yet in school, we pretend to be friends. Isn't it still like that now? hahaha. We all do that do we not? But i dont waste my time acting friendly anymore. Which kind off explains why people tell me that i have the -,-dao face everywhere i go now. Sigh, letters back then were about teevee shows, were about music, were about gossips, were about everything that you can still find in the current letters, But i cant find a single "I love you." in the primary school letters. What do that mean? It means that people nowadays, or rather, as we grow up we use these 3 words too easily don't we? Sex used to be referred as the 3 letter word. my gosh, how retarded can we get :/ or maybe, we were just too innocent back then .__.

Then i read through all the secondary school letters, i have nothing to say. Gen's letters, My angel's letters, Valentine's day letters, other random notes and letters. There was a massive number of I love yous. Well perhaps because of Valentine's. sigh, i have another blue box :)

What is going to be inside then?

SUJU I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH PLEASE BE ONE AGAIN<3

Saturday, March 13, 2010

YAYYY.
IM IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD NOW!
TOTALLYCAPTIVATED MAKES ME LOVELOVELOVE MOOKYUL TTM :DDDDDD


AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE PINK PANTHER PARTY! <3333
JEZMINZ YOU MUST GO. I DONT CARE.
AND AND AND THEY WILL GET TO SEE MY AWESOME HOT PINK FINGERNAILS AND BLACK TOENAILS HAHAHAHA.
OMG IM SO HIGH NOW.

WHOO.

Friday, March 12, 2010

I... am not in the holiday mood.
i miss everything.
i miss suju as a whole.
i miss the days where i high-ed over suju.
i miss the days where i laughed like some mad woman everyday.
now...suju is not together anymore.
there's nothing to high about.
now... i dont laugh everyday.
well the times that i laugh happens only during math lessons somehow.


and i miss the days where i didn't like studying.
or well i actually didnt bother to study until the day before itself.
sigh. and well actually also the days where i... did not feel so... sorry for myself because you wasn't that much better than me, but now, everything about you makes me feel inferior. why?

Thursday, March 11, 2010

LALALALALALLALALALALAA.
I'M GOING TO FLUNK OR MORE LIKE FAIL MY AMATH TEST NEXT TERM HO-SHIT.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

I CANT SKETCH GRAPHS FOR NUTS FOR CHOCOLATES FOR SWEETS AND EVEN FOR SUJU.

9 MORE FUCKING DAYS WHOOHOO.
AND ARGUMENTATIVE IS NOT GRADED DOUBLE WHOOHOO.
AWESOME SHITZ.

BLACK SOSHI <3

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIR <3

i don't get to celebrate joon's birthday this year ):
well, say, you're really cute, yet hot (omgee your chest)
and you look like hongki plus plus <3
and i love JOOMI<3

and i dont really consider myself an A+
so yeah.

happy birthday <3

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

very well.
screw you hankyung screw you.
i... really dont want to say this. but
why are you smiling why saying all that.
do you not miss your members at all?
do you not miss super junior at all?
did suju mean so little to you?
nothing but pain and misery?
why make such a news come out when im not fucking done with bio.
great, you're leaving.
you're leaving.
you're not going to be in the 4th jib, you're no longer going to be a part of super junior, no longer anymore.
the thirdteen love is going to be called the twelve love.
you want to be an actor, you dont want to be an actor anymore.
it's your choice, your life choice.
to you, super junior is your life.
yet to us, it may be just simple entertainment.
i understand that, you hate it right? you hate being an idol already.
i understand.
but why... doifeellikecryingthen?




oh fuck.
fuck you hankyung.
how am i going to pass my biology now.

IT'S OFFICIALL OVER <333333333333333333333333333333333333

WHOOOHOOOOOO.
thanks for all the goodluck :)
did i mention it's the first time so many people said goodluck!
no one sms-ed me in sec 2 lor.
i led such a sad life.
sigh.
oh well.

and i came to school only to realise that i failed lit. -,-
but only 10 people passed. so.WHATEVER.
ha.

Yo Amos Kubos

Monday, March 8, 2010

5 년 ♥ 希

i love you heechul.
happy 5th year<3

Sunday, March 7, 2010

tomorrow is monday. sigh.
homework = undone. sigh, sigh.
tuesday = piano exam. sigh, sigh, sigh.
wednesday = bio test and i haven't touched it a single bit.(and its MIR's birthday^^) sigh, sigh,sigh,sigh.
thursay = i dont know what. okay i shall not sigh then.
friday = argumentative test (in which i can tell you now that i'll fail.) & A. math test.(in which i dont think i'll do well -,-) sigh,sigh,sigh,sigh,sigh.

then.
END OF THE FUCKING TERM.WHOOHOO.

you're my dream;
you're my soul;
you're my reason

Friday, March 5, 2010

oh yeah sure.
i play all day long and don't study at all.
sure no wonder i got my D7s for my languages.
i suck so much, you're so right.
i failed all my languages.
yeah sure i dont study at all.
i wonder how i got As for all my maths and sciences.
yeah sure.
i'll fail my piano exam like what you said.
sigh.
school, sucksttm

on the bright side
JOON <3

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

why do you have so much issues?
do you realise how friendless you are?
i wanted to bitch a whole lot here.
but, if i do that.
That makes me a bitch. Like you.
I don't get what's wrong with you but by all means, go ahead and spread around that you think that i'm fat. well, its actually quite the truth. I am fat. Go ahead, you're stating facts.
By all means, go ahead and spread around how you think i'm a bitch too.
well, at least, i have friends.
Close friends.
Do you?

You must be thinking what the fuck is wrong with me.
Hey, you know what, i am also thinking what the fuck is wrong with you.