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Trini's.
121095.
CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School (Primary & Secondary)
P1P, P2W, P3P, P4P, P5C, P6C
S1C, S2P, S3L, S4L
PUBLICATIONS.
Catholic Junior College
1T28
GUZHENG ENSEMBLE

What is the difference between loving and liking?

Random musings

you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
to live life your way.

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Sunday, January 31, 2010

NUMBER 675 <3

GODAMNIT.
FUCKING AWESOME.

THOSE FUCKING LIANS THAT TRIED TO CUT THE QUEUE.
HAHAHAHAH.
GREAT GO CROWD AROUND THE GATE.
GO AHEAD!
WHAT HAPPENED IN THE END?
YOU WERE THE GUYS THAT HAD TO STAND BEHIND A BARRIER THAN WAS BEHIND THE GLASS DOORS.
STUPID PEOPLE THAT TRY TO CUT QUEUE.
TSK.

I QUEUED UP 12 HOURS FOR THEM.
ACTUALLY MORE THAN THAT.
BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS SQUEEZING LIKE SHITZ TO GET TO QUEUE UP TO GET THEIR AUTOGRAPH!!!!!
FUCKING AWESOME SHITZ.
AND THIS AWESOME GUY LENT ME $15.
BECAUSE THE FUCKING ALBUM + SIGNATURE + POSTER COSTS $60.
LIKE OMGWTFBBQ RIGHT.
BUT I JUST HAD TO.
I JUST HAD TO BUY IT.
AND I BELIEVE ITS FUCKING WORTH IT.
ITS WORTH THE EXPERIENCE.
AND ITS A CHEAP PRICE TO PAY TO SEE SHINee.
A FUCKING CHEAP PRICE TO PAY TO SEE KEY SMILE AND SAY 'HI' AND 'BYE' TO ME.
HE DREW A SMILEY ON MY ALBUM <3

KEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
ILYSFM.
i love you so fucking much.

the time where i walked towards you.
you looked into my eyes.
and i looked into yours.
i will and can never forget your expression.
you looked so happy.
i will and can never forget the way you said 'Hi' to me.
So what if you said that to everyone that queued up for your autograph.
you said it to me.
and i'll never forget the way i stared at you so much.
the way i stared at your fucking awesome hair.
the way i stared at your beautiful and handsome face.
the way i screamed HIIIIIIIIIIIIII and BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE at you like some mad woman.
the way you smiled when i screamed BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
It's an experience i'll never forget. :)

and all i need now is my angels.
47 more days.
ily.


why do i sound like im two-timing suju and shinee.
Key used to be my hidden love.
But now its not hidden anymore.
And my absolute love will forever be Mr. Kim Heechul <3

Saturday, January 30, 2010

I just never knew 2AM is a ballad group.
and i have this huge thing for slow and sad songs.
therefore.
i hereby pronouce myself in love with 2AM.

but not the people though.
I think Changmin and Seolong are really. uh. ugly.
HAHAHA.
kinda evil since they have awesome voices but they're really ugly.
so whatever.

jo kwon and jinwoon not so bad la huh.

2AM <3
Love their songs~~

Friday, January 29, 2010

SHIT SHIT SHIT.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I DROPPED MY ANGEL'S LETTER.
IDK WHERE THE FUCK IT IS.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:
OMGWTFBBQ LAAA.
I THINK ITS SOMEWHERE NEAR THE SINGA LION ):

STUPID RAIN.
LIKE STUPID RAIN.
AND I HAVENT EVEN READ IT YET.
I ONLY KNOW THERES THIS
HYUKSU JJANG PART.

SHIT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I HOPE MY ANGEL DONT KEEL ME.
:(

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

i lied to my mama yesterday!!
i felt so guilty!
and jump was so typical.
but i first time run for mrt.
first time smuggle macs into the theatre! O:
and LOL.
THE PART WHERE I WALKED IN WITH RENA WAS SCARY.
shant bother elaborating.

18/20!
best result so far.
10/15.
worst result so far.
fuck ):

Monday, January 25, 2010

GEE.

i cant believe i forgot to say.
HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!

:)))))
must the headache yesterday.

53 MORE DAYS.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

my head is going to explode.
im going to die.

fuck.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

/\ its quite twilight-y huh.
I took it okay.
i have aweshum photography skills.
i swear the part of the sky that is dark are not dark clouds~

The days where you were not by side.
I sat at the porch all alone.
You had the power,
the dull stars were bright.
I believed that angels exists.
For, you're my angel.

i feel sadistic, but i really like seeing heechul and victoria cry.
can't wait for the mv to be out :)

i dont feel secondary 3 at all.
i remember walking in to school in sec 1, stared at the blue badges and went woah, they are like sec 3.
and i bet the sec 1s now dont go and stare at us, or more like me. and go, woah they are like sec 3.
because.
IM FUCKING SHORTER THAN THEM.
but that's not the main point.
the point is the workload is making me feel sec 3.
but, i just dont feel sec 3.

damnit. im not making sense.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

YESUNG IS JUST FUCKING HOT WITH EYELINER OMFG.
HONG GIL DONG~~~
OMG LA. THE PICTURES /dies.
YESUNG'S HAIR IS MUCH NICER THAN SUNGMIN'S HAIR THOUGH.
~~~~

i laughed so much today.
i laughed so much till i cried -,-
but, omg, it was.
fun.
HAHAHA.
like randomly singing HI5, powerpuff girls, quarrelling over how to sing the teletubbies song, and some random childish song. like the O.P.P.O.S.I.T.E. song from HI5
AHHAHAHAA.
im sitting with a bunch of super love retards.
HAHAAHHA.
and im becoming one too!!

was super pissed off during recess ):
and amanda says that im scary because i was like super not like that in sec 1
WELL. HAHAHA.

and, I PASSED COMPRE :)
by 1/2 a mark.
oh whatever :D

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i have nothing to blog about today!

HAHAHAHAHA

and i think i love pubs alot.
like all the members.
i feel so bonded with my cca members :)
the sec 2s are so cute.
i can't wait for the sec 1s ^^
I HOPE THEY'RE NOT BITCHES THAT IS.
HAHAHAHA.
orientation is going to be so fucking fun!!!
BECAUSE GEN, AMELIA, WENHUI AND ME ARE THE ONES THAT PLANNED 2 OF THE 4 GAMES :DDDDDDD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
AND MRS TIAN IS JUST CUTE LAAA.
and i realised all the sec 3s in pubs are all in EC, except for me and eunice ):
so sad right.

and wenhui tops her level, ughfgh!
i have a bunch of juniors smarter than me
but they're so cute so.
HAHAHA :)

and my 天使 is super cute.
HAHAAHA.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

fuck off and die.
because i'm supposed to be happy today.
but im fucking not now.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
i didn't make a responsible decision when i was in primary 1.
why did i request to take up piano?
fucking worst choice i've ever chose in my fucking life.

Monday, January 18, 2010

KANGTEUK LOVE STRIKES BACK :D

2010.01.17 17:53
..Happy Birthday Kim Youngwoon...!!!

Credits : 박정수 cyworld
translated by superlover♫@sj-world.net

i feel like dedicating a song to my piano teacher.
and the name of the song is called : fuck off and die.
im serious there's such a song okay, my brother used to replay it alot.

i feel so like.
dumb.
i didnt bring back my lit during the weekends.
and i brought back my math. but i didnt do EM4
and now, i brought back my lit and i didnt bring back my math.
so i have to do EM4 in the morning tomorrow.
or find someone to let me copy.
BUT NO COPYING IS ONE OF MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
ah fuck that.

i broke my resolutions long ago.
because one of them is STOP SAYING FUCK.
but look what happened.
oh well.

but one of my new year resolution is succeeding!!!
and its
BE MORE LIKE GEN = STOP GIVING A FUCK ABOUT FUCKTARDS THAT LIKE SUJU (i mean those that like only one member and hate another member or something. like. its okay if you dont like, like,, likelike them. but at least dont say things like OMGWTFBBQ HEECHUL KISSED SIWON AND SUNGMIN EWWWW. I HATE HIM LA. HOW COULD HE KISS SIWON!) <<< and that person that said that is my tuition friend. oh did i mention she said that she likes dbsk now. oh wow.
AND YES. I STOPPED GIVING A FUCK ABOUT HER. AND AS WELL AS THE PEOPLE IN SN.HAHAHAHA.
(i know you're happy gen)

-deleted the stuff here. not because i changed my stand. because, i believe in what i believe and you believe in what you believe-

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I CAN GO TO THE UNIVERSAL STUDIO FOR FREE.
JEALOUS?
KNOW WHY?
BECAUSE MY DAD IS JIMMY LOW.
be jealous.
i know you are.




the thought of height and weight tomorrow made me go back to puking.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANGIN!
생일축하합니다 김영운!!

I'm patiently waiting for you to be back.
I know what you did was wrong.
But, as a fan, I don't really care if you did wrong.
Because no matter what, i'll still support you.
Because Suju is not complete.
Please be back soon.
I love you lots.

생일축하합니다 <3

Saturday, January 16, 2010

went for stage 2 class today.
i feel so disgusted by malays.
their pronounciation is filled with their disgusting malay accent whatever you call it.
call me racist.
i dont fucking care.
its plain disgusting.
ughfgh.

when i go for sushow in msia.
i'll cling on to sonia and gen.
they'll stop me from strangling those people.
or more like
i wont even fucking care then because of my angels on stage :D

LAST NIGHT.
A MIRACLE HAPPENED.

I AM GOING FOR A SUPER JUNIOR CONCERT.
SONIA'S PARENTS AGREED TOO.
AND GEN IS WAITING FOR HER DAD.
ALTHOUGH WE CAN ONLY BOOK TICKETS/CALL FROM 1ST FEB ONWARDS.
AND THOSE MALAYSIAN FANS CAN LIKE PREORDER FROM NEXT MONDAY ONWARDS.
BUT WHATEVER!!!
I CAN ACTUALLY GO.

LIFE COULDN'T GET BETTER~

Thursday, January 14, 2010

on my way home, i heard sorry sorry on 93.3.
haha, but pei fen or was it ivy, whatever ,talked and interrupted the song ):
so kyu's awesome shoreyyyy at the end was cut off so.
:/

compre test was horrendous and ziting said that the summary is worse than the compre.
so.
DIE.

i am going to stop caring if my stupid gastric juice secreted by my stomach is going digest my stomach walls and create stomach ulcers.
im fucking going on a diet and im not going to eat.

My blog is getting so boring.
damn.
but whatever, when i stalked sec 3s last year their blogs were all dead. so maybe mine shall be dead too.

i heard a very disturbing thing today.
and its not what they did that is disturbing.
its the fact that they're the same age as me.
well, UNDERAGED.
oh fine maybe its true, his cock did not go into her fucking hole.
but still.
what the fuck are those people seriously thinking about.
when im like, getting worked up over stupid studies, there they are fucking around with each other.
and i cant see her the same way anymore, well, i didnt even have a good impression of her.
so whatever.

JANE YOU CHEAT MY FEELINGS. YOU CALL THAT A WATER BOTTLE?!?!?!!?
AND I WANT MY GLOOMY BEAR. ):
IF NOT IM NOT GOING TO PRINT THINGS FOR YOU ANYMORE.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

你一直问我的心到底在不在
问我怎能不遗憾就丢失了爱
而我的泪
怎么就流下来

/\ my favorite part of the song!

i didnt celebrate my 10th month anniversary today.
Because i read my archive and realised its on the 24th.
so i'll shall wait patiently for the 24th :D
i passed chinese.
MUAHAHA.
BY 2 MARKS.
LOL WTF.

im so guai, i do my homework everyday!
not bad.
i dont think it'll last though.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I. AM. SO. HAPPY.

THEY ACCEPTED ONE OF MY PHOTOS FOR SIWON'S PHOTOBOOK PRESENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE THERE ARE ONLY 300 SPOTS AND I SECURED ONE!
SO WHEN SIWON'S BIRTHDAY IS HERE, AND SJW GIVES HIM HIS PRESENT, HE'LL FLIP IT AND LOOK AT MY PRETTY PHOTO!!!!
CAN YOU LIKE TOTALLY IMAGINE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
LATER HE GO SHOW HEECHUL
LIKE " HEECHUL HYUNG, THIS PHOTO IS SO PRETTY."
THEN HEECHUL WILL SEE MY PHOTO TOO!!!

HAHAHAHAHHAHA
IM BEING SO DELUSIONAL BUT WHATEVER!!!

i want siwon to see my pretty photo and go: 이게 사진 찐자 예뻐요!!!!!
(i took so long to type that korean. trust me i write korean much faster :D)

http://img200.imageshack.us/img200/8261/dscf0387ad.jpg'
/\ CLICK NAO.

Monday, January 11, 2010

I THINK IM NO LONGER A STALKER ANYMORE.
BECAUSE MY IDENTITY HAVE BEEN EXPOSED TO ALL MY VICTIMS
;________________________;

DAMNIT.
I'LL FIND NEW PEOPLE TO STALK.

I'm so so so happy today!
there are so many things to be happy about today.
and one of them, is that, IM REALLY PROUD TO BE A SN GIRL HAHAHAHA.
what do you expect, i've been in that school for 8 years, and this year is my 9th year!
hahaha.
and there are alot of things to be happy about like, I DIDNT KNOW I COULD RUN THAT FAST. WELL ITS NOT VERY VERY VERY FAST. BUT ITS VERY MUCH FASTER THAN MY SEC 2 STAMINA!

haha:D
&therearesomanymore!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

actually, the reason why i started stalking was for a very stupid reason.
but, now i cant really tell anyone the reason why i like reading other people's blogs.
no, its not because i have no life.
i dont really know how to put it in words, but its because theres always another side to a person.
something like this, but have i ever mentioned, people tend to not be themselves both on their blogs and in real life. haha.

anyway, another plus point in stalking is that it helps you improve your history for source based questions.
you can infer very well after stalking.
:D
I got the answer to my question mark today.
i feel so accomplished.
to the person that may or may not know if im referring to you, dont be sad (:
i cried several times too. although the reason why we cried are quite different but its because of the same person ^^

Saturday, January 9, 2010

theres height and weight on monday.

-totally dies-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PECKYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
:D:D

OMG YOU'RE 15.
happy birthday and you're next to my class so i still see you everyday.
and i miss you sitting behind me and i know we all miss jane's baichi-ness.
yay.
lets go kbox someday again!

this dedication abit short arh.
but yes you know my point.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^

CCA FAIR WAS AWESOME LIKE WHOO.

I CANT GET OVER LD'S RIS HIGH. BOOMZ XOXO MUACKS.
OMG DAMN BIMBO, DAMN CUTE.
ANDAND.

SERIOUSLY. DO I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY LOOK LIKE A SEC 1?!?!
THE SEC 2S KEEP ASKING ME TO JOIN THEIR CCA OMG.
FINEFINE, THEY'RE ALL TALLER THAN ME.
WTFBBQ ):

PUBLICATIONS FTW :D
I LOVE OUR ICE-CREAM STICKS WITH RIBBONS.
I STUCK 4 ON MY HEAD MUAHAHHA.
JEALOUS RIGHT.

im so sad.
BECAUSE WE DIDN'T GO TO BAND.
DIDNT GET TO HEAR DOREMON!!! ):
CHOIR WAS AWESOME BECAUSE OF KIMI WO NO SETE.
AND WE WASTED SO MUCH TIME AT GUIDES. WHICH WAS PLAIN EW. THE MUD. EW.

AND I LOVE THE SNSJ CHEER ITS SO CUTE!

okay. and my camera was dying on me the whole day.
no bat -,-

yay.
i love pubs :D

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

i realised how much i love my class now, because, none of them know how i was like last year.
i can shed that ______________ image.
( /\ obviously im not typing it right, if not everyone would know how im like last year!)

haha, i shall keep my last year's image a secret.
actually, if those people in 2P'09 actually know what im referring to.
oh well.

i shall study hard for my science this year ))))))))))))):
i have a feeling i'll fail bio.
and i dont remember all the chemical equations already ughfgh.
like omgwtfbbq
and social studies is
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

geez.
morning jog next week (:

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I...
REALLY WANT TO BE GUAI BY STUDYING BUT...
there are 2 eunhae fics, 2 kangteuk fics, 1 hanchul/eunhae/kyumin fic.
and one of the eunhae fic is like 7 chapters long (completed.)

;__________;

i shall... study first.
its the first week of school.
i shall not let the motivation die even before the first week ended.
):

&i am supposed to be a low-profile stalker thsi year. i wonder what happened -,-

Monday, January 4, 2010

My petals, what's your wish for this New Year? Personal dreams?

"Oppa, please be successful"

Such things I know, I'll be successful myself, I'm asking about your dreams ㅋㅋ

My age, 28
Twenty eight is not a young age right ^-^

In the past, I've been in lots of denial everyday
I will always be beautiful, does not age, forever a peterpan ㅋㅋ
I thought that I'll live my life as Cinderella ^-^

Mmm.. It's New Year and I wrote such depressing words ^-^

Ok! Lastly, I'll sort this up with words of my style..

Praise me, follow me, my beautiful petals
Next year everyone let's blossom

Source: HCkiseki
Translated by: Cinderella @ Sj-World.net

omg heechul <3
yes, heechul its totally your style of starting the year, i praise you and follow you ahaha.
Heechul-ah, 28, isn't really that old...i guess! :D
well, you're 27, and just 28 in korean age.
Even as you age, you'll always be beautiful ^-^ ㅋㅋ





- FORGOT TO WISH GEN A HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
WELL, YEAH, HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY :)