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you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
to live life your way.

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

LAST DAY OF THE YEAR :)

im so excited!
its SUNGMIN'S birthday tomorrow ^^

i love his birthday!
its like so special♥

i realised i really dont know how to make friends anymore.
its so wrong.
i scroll down the class list and i see a whole lot of people.
but none of them are my good friends.
i have friends there that have their good friend in there.
so, i'll be this pathetic woman that is going to school damn early to sit down first and wait for people to sit next to me ):
so pathetic and loner.
i can fufill my long-time wish of being a loner next year ):
(i'll totally fail in the end like always though -,- )

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I DONT LIKE MY CLASS ):

Ah...(I) have gained a lot of weight...
Shall I try to start a diet from January ?
(is there) people who will do it with me~~~!!^ㅡ^ㅎㅎ

Credits: 이성민
Cyworld translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
thanks Shining Min for the shout out

Hi, Sungmin.
Let's diet together :))
Like after your birthday or something!!
by the way Sungmin, PLEASE DON'T BE LIKE HEECHUL.
HE'S CRAZY!!!!!
okay, no he's not, the way he diets is.
2 more days!
ilysungmin!!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

i can delete them from my msn contact list.
i can delete them from my fb.
i can delete them anywhere online.
but i can't delete them from my memories.
but i can't do anything to stop seeing them in school.
i cant do anything.
but yet...

Friday, December 25, 2009

Heechul's missing.
Hankyung's missing.
Kangin's missing.
Kibum's missing.

4 out of 13 was missing.
What kind of Christmas special performance is this.
So what if their hair was really really awesome.
Donghae's hair is so hot, so fucking hot. He looks extra shuai today.
Yesung's hair is so hot too, the fringe is just how i like it on him, and his eyeliner makes everything hotter.
Sungmin's mafia hair.
Ryeowook's super damn fucking awesome hair..
Eunhae's dance.
The addictive sorry sorry dance and song.

Those are nothing when Super Junior is not together.
Because Super Junior is a family, a family of 13 adorkable men that i fell in love with.

okay, i realised i ignored every single merry christmas sms.
I feel evil.
BUT.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE HELL ARE THOSE PEOPLE THAT SMSED ME.
well, except for Gen, Peck yee, Eunice and Marianne.
HAHA.
okay.
as much as i dont like christmas..

Merry Christmas.

its been so long since i've been up so late.
had been sleeping at 12 all these while...
totally captivated got me totally captivated.
its... nicer than mangas.
the part that makes if so korean-y because its a manhwa is a plus point, but its purely because mookyul is freaking love.
He's like the perfect guy.
Okay, its like a typical korean drama drawned out really nicely and its two guys instead of a guy and a girl.
but still.
its pure love.
its nicer than bitter and sweet.
:)
my favorite manhwa ever <3
hmmm,,,,really should sleep now (:

Thursday, December 24, 2009

this isn't fucking happening.
fuck christmas and chirstmas eve.

Its Chirstmas eve, and i dont care.
Because Chirstmas means nothing at all to me.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

ugh.
I've been spamming my fb, my blog, changing my msn pm for idk how many times.
I'm getting irritated for all these crap.
if im going to complain about the ridiculous news that was updated it's going to be the third time i have to type out so many things (the same thing.) and i really think, i should just stop cursing.
Everytime i see UPDATED. i'll go, come on, dont curse so much.
But then i read the news and i'll go FUCKKKK ___________________ and more fucks all around.
I've been doing nothing but camping around allkpop and sjw today.
and allkpop, you call yourself a good BREAKING NEWS site?
you haven't even updated the latest news yet.
im just trusting SJW now..
seems like they are the fastest and sjw is awesome.
I really want to belive.
13ELIEVE like all the other ELFs.
13ELIEVE that all ELFs unite and support them, and all these crap will come to an end.
seems like a very appealing ending.
i would, if that very appealing ending would come true.
But after i read those updated news, about hankyung actually being ill for so long, and we didnt even know! (what kind of self-proclaimed elf am i seriously.)
After i read those news about Hankyung getting rejected repeatedly by SM to go back to China to get some rest.
After i read those news about Hankyung not being able to rest properly for 2 years?!
After i read those news about Hankyung being treated so badly.
After i read those news about the fines and penalties when they are late for their activities
After i read those news about how much they actually get in the end. After those percentage thingy, the profit for SUPER JUNIOR TOGETHER already seemed so little, how about each of them as an individual?
and so much more..

For a moment, I really wished that Hankyung would leave.
That Hankyung would leave all these crap, leave for China, prolly get into another decent entertainment company, or do something else, anything but stay on and continue to suffer from all these fucking crap.
But no, no way. Never..
Super Junior is Leeteuk, Heechul, Hankyung, Yesung, Kangin, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donhae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum and Kyuhyun.
They are a family, with strong bonds that can't be broken, no?
Never disband.
Never leave each other.
At least not now.
...
Yeah, at least not now.

天上天下 希澈獨尊
[Even with the hard winter or the scary wind, a real petal will never leave and forget it flower.]
-Mikaely@sjw

Why are they all deleting their cys one by one..
Please don't let anything bad happen to them...
Gayo Daejun is coming soon.
Heechul's one of the MCs ^^
Please let this be just a publicity stunt...

UHHHHH. I SERIOUSLY CAN'T STAND ALLKPOP SOMETIMES.
THE FACT THAT SJW IS FASTER THAN IT FOR THE HANKYUNG CASE SHOWS THAT ALLKPOP ISNT THAT FUCKING FAST AFTER ALL.
AND WHAT'S WITH THIER NEW TOPIC?

SUPER JUNIOR'S DONGHAE SHARES HIS FEELINGS ON CYWORLD.
Earlier, Kyuhyun of Super Junior shared his feelings regarding Hankyung's contract controversy and subsequently shut down his Cyworld. Now it looks like fellow member Donghae has something to say as well.Donghae just wrote on Eunhyuk's minihompy,
Frustrated..Depressed..I have no strength..You?For all we know, this may have nothing to do with Hankyung, but the coincidence of all of these questionable Cyworld messages is enough to catch many people's attention. What do you think?

LIKE WTF?
DONGHAE DIDNT JUST. JUST WROTE ON EUNHYUK'S MINIHOMPY.
THE COMMENT WAS THERE SO LONG AGO, I MEAN NOT THAT LONG AGO.
BUT IT ISN'T JUST.
FROM MY PREVIOUS POST YOU CAN SEE THAT I WAS ACTUALLY HIGHING OVER THE EUNHAE BECAUSE OF DONGHAE'S COMMENT AND EUNHYUK'S REPLY.
SO WTF?
IM SERIOUSLY DAMN GLAD AND HAPPY THAT SJW DIDN'T JOIN NETWORK WITH ALLKPOP.
DONGHAE WROTE THAT COMMENT ON THE 17th AND EUNHYUK REPLIED ON THE 18th...
AND THE HANKYUNG INCIDENT CAME OUT DURING THE 21st.
DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE SINCE EUNHYUK ASKED DONGHAE WHAT IS WRONG IN HIS REPLY.
SHOWS THAT EUNHYUK DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE HANKYUNG CASE BACK THEN, HE'S A MEMBER OF SUPER JUNIOR, AND OBVIOUSLY HE WOULD KNOW AND NOT ASK ABOUT IT NO?
OKAY WHATEVER.
IM JUST PISSED OFF WITH THEM USING DONGHAE'S COMMENT ON EUNHUYK'S CY.
WHEN ITS SUPPOSED TO BE UNRELATED TO HANKYUNG'S CASE.

Monday, December 21, 2009

what a 300th post.
its supposed to be a good thing.
but im still dedicating this post to the hankyung case...

我现在人很好，我知道你们一直都在！
我爱你们~~~

韩庚，既然你知道我们都在，一直都在支持你，那就让着一些停止啊。不要再这样了啊。
你说你爱我们，那就别让我们伤心，别让我们为你而流泪。你是爱 SJ 的啊，不是吗？不是吗？
他们是你那亲爱的团员们，还有 SJM，在 SJM 你也能发挥你的潜力不是吗？你不是很喜欢在中国和团员们一起表演吗？庚啊，不要这样了啊。。。虽然不知道原因是什么，想来想去，如果合约的条件不合理，你当初为什么要签字，为什么事情会变成这样。
无论如何，我爱你。^^

i never thought that i would be so worked up and actually cry over my idols, but i guess i did.
im surprisingly calm now...
even when i just read the news of kyuhyun shutting down his minihompy because of the huge amount of hate messages from the ELFs.
i was surprised honestly.
i actually agree with one of the commenters in allkpop.
how can people bash the people they claim to love?

옳은 길로 가길 바라는마음이었을 뿐인데..
무섭다..
Taking the right path is the only thing that I wished for...
Scary...

Kyu, you're neither right, or wrong, to me.
its just how you feel towards this case isnt it?
right?
even though i do feel upset because you're supporting sme, well sorta.
but its your choice and what you want to do, and i cant do anything about it.
and i still love you so.

just stay as one, suju.
just stay as one and don't change...

please... tell me its not true.
it won't happen
its not true.
its not at all.
its not fucking true.
im not beliving the crap on allkpop.
no im not.
its not true.
its not fucking true...
oh fuck.
no....
its
not
true
at
all.
i should not be over reacting. Because its not true right, its not true right...Hankyung....
please say that im right..

Friday, December 18, 2009

I LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE EUNHAE
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTM!!!!!!!!!!!

EUNHAE FTW
EUNHAE IS FUCKING REAL.
FUCKING FUCKING REALLLLLL.

[091217/Eunhyuk/Cy](Comment)
are you feeling oppressed...dispirited...no strength...? ( my lover...Lee Donghae)

[091218/Donghae/Cy](Comment)
Why were you like that? What is it? Tell me. (My love..Lee Hyukjae)

YOU SEE THE EUNHAE INTERACTIONNNNN.
EUNHYUK CARES FOR DONGHAE SO MUCH!!!!!

AND OMG.
YOU SEE THEIR NAMES.
MY LOVER... LEE DONGHAE
MY LOVE... KEE HYUKJAE
LIKE OMG.
EUNHAE!!!!!!!
JUST LET THE WORLD KNOW THAT YOU LOVE EACH OTHER.
I SWEAR THERE'LL BE ENOUGH EUNHAE FANS TO PWN THOSE RIDICULOUS NETIZENS!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU EUNHAE!
YES, EUNHAE IS ONE PERSON.
WHEN THEY RAP TOGETHER, THEY SOUND LIKE ONE PERSON INSTEAD OF TWO.
'ON AND ON PRECIOUS LOVE' - EVIDENCE!!!!

(i realised all my posts these days are in caps. O: so many hot and good things happening eh :)

credits:
Source: Lee Hyukjae's CY
Translated by denny_liz@sj-world.net

Source:Donghae CY
Translated by ftijoos@sj-world.net

YAY. I JUST HAD THE BEST DREAM OF MY LIFE SO FAR.

I DREAMT THAT I WENT TO THE AMUSEMENT PARK WITH HANKYUNG, SIWON AND LEETEUK.!!!!!!!!!!
AND OMG I WAS HOLDING HANDS WITH HANKYUNG AND SIWON. LIKE IN THE MIDDLE OF BOTH OF THEM.
AND I TOOK A PICTURE WITH THE 3 OF THEM.
OMGOMGOMGOMG.

I SWEAR IM GOING TO GO BACK TO MY DREAM. GRAB THAT CAMERA OUT OF MY DREAM AND DEVELOP THAT PHOTO.
AND IM NOT AT THE CLIMAX YETTT!!!!

HEEEEECHUL APPEARED!!!
HE APPEARED OUT OF NO WHERE.
AND SNATCHED HANKYUNG OUT OF MY HANDS!!!!
I WAS SUPPOSEDLY ANGRY BUT WTF.
HANCHUL!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMOG.
AND THEY FREAKING KISSED IN FRONT OF ME.
OMGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND THEN AND THEN
GEN APPEARED OUT OF NO WHERE
AND WE WENT AROUND LOOKING AT RANDOM RESTAURANTS (WITH SIWON AND TEUKIE BEHIND US.) AND WE SAW DONGHAE EATING IN SOME RESTAURANT!!!! APPARENTLY WITH HIS FAMILY BUT WHATEVER.
THE HE SAW US AND WAVED!!!!!!!
AND THEN OUT OF NO WHERE.
SIWON AND DONGHAE STARTED SINGING BLUE TOMORROW. IN CHINESE.
AND GEN, TEUKIE AND ME SAT THERE AND STARED AT THEM AND I WAS TOTALLY SPAZZING OVER DONGHAE'S WRIST AGAIN!!!!!

YAYYYY.
HANCHUL :D:D
I WANT THAT PHOTO.
NAO.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

SUNGMIN IS SETTING THE ROOF ON FIRE BABY.
AND THE WHOLE HOUSE IS LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT ASHES.
BECAUSE SUNGMIN IS SO HOT.
SO SO HOT.
HIS HAIR IS LIKE
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
COVER UNTIL CANNOT SEE EYES
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
AND HIS GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS NICER THAN MONSTER'S GUITAR!!!!!
ITS LIKE CREAMY WHITE.
AND HIS CLOTHES ARE BLACK.
MONOCHROME!!!!
AND OMG
THE WAY HE PLAY THE GUITAR IS HOT UNTIL IDK WHAT
SUPER DAMN HOT.
OMG THE LAST PART HE JUMP
THEN STRIKE THE GUITAR OR WHATEVER
OMG SUNGMIN IS THE HOTTEST GUY ON THAT STAGE YAO.
WHOOOOO
SUNGMIN!!!!

Later on while drinking with Hankyungie, I brought it up casually
Me : Yah, thanks
Kyung : For what
Me : Just because~ You talked a lot about me when you're in China~ Because of you, even though I rarely go to China, I'm still very popular ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ (These words are so awkward) Kyung : You're noisy~ Just drink
Me : ^-^ (This rascal is just so.. ㅡㅡ^)

Source: Heenim's Cyworld.
Translated by: Cinderella @ Sj-World.net

I LOVE HEEKYUNG.
YES HEEKYUNG!
BECAUSE HEECHUL WANTS IT TO BE CALLED THAT WAY.
I LOVE YOU HEECHUL.
YOU JUST MADE MY DAY AGAIN. :))))))
HIS RECENT CY POST IS TOTALLY LOVE LIKE OMG.
ALL THE HEEKYUNG-NESS! :)))))

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

TODAY'S KBOX IS THE BEST KBOX OF MY LIFE.
I SWEAR :)

THERES LIKE- GEE, SORRY SORRY, U (JAP. VER.), RING DING DONG (!), LA CHA TA, CHOCOLATE LOVE (SNSD VER.), ABRACADABRA, HEARTBREAKER!!!!!

WE REPEATED GEE LIKE CRAZAY. AND RING DING DONG TOO. KBOX IS WEIRD. THEY HAVE RING DING DONG BUT THEY DONT HAVE REPLAY, AMIGO AND LOVE LIKE OXYGEN ):

SORRY SORRY AND GEE WAS AWESOME SHIT.

OH THEY HAD NOBODY TOO. BUT WE SANG IT ONCE ONLY. LOL OTHER ROOMS KEEP REPEATING LIKE SIAO -,-

U WAS JAP SO I CAN'T SING! -,-
DAMN.
BUT GEN SANG AND APPARENTLY DAI BECAME DA-YI. FOR DONGHAE LOLL.

and there were more dbsk songs.
and the day started with us going to ILUMA.
and we did nothing there.
we sat on the escalators lol.they are really long.
and its 1 min plus okay the 'ride' (sounds familiar huh gen. the ride.)
and then we went into the korean restaurant playing all the korean mvs!
but the thing is when we went in they were playing chocolate love (f(x) ver.)
then snsd ver. then THERE WERE LOADS OF UNKNOWN SONGS. I FEEL SO CHEATED.
then got taeyang some random song i dont know then wedding dress but it was cut off D:
then theres this super hilarious parody like thing omg.
then uh, there was park bom's You and I.
and they repeated LACHATA twice. wtf
and we sat there for half an hour. i drank this cookies and cream milk shake.
gen drank this ew-sounding rice with pumpkin juice.
BUT IT ENDED UP SWEET TASTING LIKE SOMETHING WE DONT KNOW. I DONT EVEN TASTE PUMPKIN. OR RICE.
YEAH.
no more $$ ):
and THATS THE END.
omg this is the longest post so far.

Monday, December 14, 2009

I'M FALLING SO DAMN IN LOVE WITH KYUHYUN. OMG.
GENN!!!!

HE'S LIKE FUCKING CUTE.
OMG.
OMG.

(and heechul is still my first okay^^ )

SUPER SHINee GENERATION :)

S.E.O.U.L!
LETS GO TO SEOUL YAO. :)

ah, the mv is so cute.
kyuhyun omg :)

NO IM NOT SLOW. ITS JUST CAUSE SM JUST UPLOADED THE MV ):

Sunday, December 13, 2009

although i just blogged earlier in the day.
it feels like i havent blogged properly in years.
i dont see the need to blog anymore...
last time, i used to blog about my life, about what happened in the day, whether i feel happy or sad, who do i like, who do i dislike.
then recently, or rather these few months, its been nothing about my life, more about .... i dont know. i dont even know why i bothered to change my url and do up this blogskin, and even created a new cbox, when i clearly know that only 2 people will tag, or rather only Gen.
ah, my posts these few months had been like that, with a random topic. Just like that...
i feel like studying really hard next year, i dont want to always be the one with the lower grade, the one that doesn't study, i want to be the one that studies hard. As much as i dislike those people that studies 3 weeks before a test, those people that studies so hard. I might in fact turn into that kind of person. Even if i might hate the way i am, i have to. no?
ridiculous as you might think, reading this post.
i dont really fucking care.
because no one reads my blog except for gen, and she most probably heard all these before, okay maybe not. i dont know.
i can see myself deleting this blog soon, and i'll not create another.
or even if i create another one to type ridiculous posts like this, it'll be unknown.
this world is so complicated.
so, so complicated.
the world needs more people like jane..

its time again :)))
TIME FOR MY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY ^^

its been a long long time :)
well, for me.
longest time ever.
3 more months <3

i love you suju ^^
Casey Kim Heechul.
okay Casey is still weird.
heh.
heechul :)

Friday, December 11, 2009

Realise the heat, the lie
Baby give me can't lie
Don't make a sound
just feel this space right now
Feel the syndrome of falling deeply in love
Let's never change or break up
Let's tell each other I love you,
a hundred times, a thousand times.
On and on, precious love.

Eunhae lovelove <3
their rap is like them saying it to each other.
Dont ever change or break up, eunhae :)

happy birthday stone
you're ugly.
and even though you're part of mayday
monster is better at the guitar :)
and you're really ugly
this is supposed to be a dedication
oh whatever
im forced to do this anyway so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI-TOU.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I dont feel like blogging these few days.
i mean theres nothing to blog about.
my life is so boring.
im rotting at home everyday.
go out for cip on some days.
and continue to rot.
i finished watching golden bride!~
Heechul made me cry at the end.
Heechul's acting is superb, like so damn fucking awesome!
i hope i love you ten million times is gonna finish soon :/
i want to watch it.
i cant stand waiting for the next episode to be uploaded.
its so fustrating.
anyway.
i love heechul <3

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

i feel so accomplished.
i spent so much time on this blogskin yesterday :/
i feel so smart :)
i know how to change the stuff
ahahaha.
wtfm

i hope no one else relink-ed me :/
i like this blogskin:)
and this url ^^

Sunday, December 6, 2009

HAPPY BURSTDAY ASHIN!!

im doing this dedication because jane asked me to.
anyway.

i really love your songs, your lyrics are so damn meaningful and singing lian ai ing in kbox is absolute love.

you're 34 but i swear you really look younger than that :)

you're old. so never try to dance because you look hilarious when you do. you're cute and the shuaiest in Mayday and Jane really loves you.

you better ask masa to HAVE A BETTER HAIRCUT.

Lastly, i dont love you :) GO MAKE SOME MONSHIN LOVE NOW :D

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

再这样下去，我真的会疯掉。