
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
i still remember what happened on the first day of school this year.
we had to stand in a circle and we were arranged by height. so molly kept pushing me around the circle.
then she decided our seating arrangement and i was very wtf-y because we had to stick to one deskmate for the whole year.
and my deskmate was jaclyn.
and i was sad because i did not get to sit next to mt.
and the person right behind me was jane.
because it was jane, i had to survive one whole term with someone kicking me thru classes, taking off their shoes and leaving it on my chair threathing me not to make it fall. and also because of that, i was doomed to print things for someone the whole year.
oh but i didnt even realise that her name was jane until the end of the day. and i went "OMG. SO YOU'RE JANE." because yeah, i started stalking last year and i knew of her existance. and venetia said " HOW SLOW."
why do i still remember.
anyway that was the first day.
the last day of school, things changed like crazy.
i am no longer friends with mt.
i made friends.
i lost friends.
i changed. again.
sometimes i really still want to stop growing up. go back to the real innocent pure days where i have no worries of friends. because i was oh-so-sociable and i had like so many friends. but what happened i wonder.
yes, i do say i dont care when people hate me.
actually, i really don't care because... its not like i can do anything about it. but. i do still give a damn about it sometimes. laugh.
?You're like a queen and beautiful
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