
Saturday, September 26, 2009
why are you so fake.
how could you not be happy.
why don't you think about people, many people that are doing worse than you.
you selfish freak
you are one fucking bitch.
don't talk to me.
i don't want to talk to you.
i didn't want to post this here.
i didn't even want to talk about this.
but i can't take it anymore.
i really cant.
why are you my friend.
do you know what is heartache?
its your heart being torn apart into pieces, then it gets filled with love and happiness, or at least you thought that it was
genuine happiness. but then, they just take your heart and throw it on the floor harshly, your heart shatters into pieces, millions of pieces too tiny, it can never be pieced back again. but someone walks into your life, brings you joy, but yet the same thing happens all over again...
thats heartache.
i want to cry.
cry like crazy.
cry my eyes out.
cry like
i've never cried in my life.
cry like
im a small kid that have been denied a sweet.
but i won't cry.
even though the tears are already bringing the familiar sting..
even though the tears are already
threatening to roll out.
i'll hold them in..
i'll be strong.
i'll be fake like how everyone is like.
i'll learn that this is how the world is like
this is how people is like.
人不为自,天诛地灭。
i'll be a self-centered, fake person.
a person that i myself hate so much.
i'll stop using vulgarities.
i'll stop writing
emo posts.
i'll study.
i'll endure until the year ends and start afresh...
?You're like a queen and beautiful
8:25 PM