
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
she.
her.
i stayed at her page for so long...
i dont understand her.
i really dont.
she,
actually seems different from the rest.
different from all those superficial people i've seen so far in my life.
well, i really don't know how to describe her.
i'd once thought that she was like me.
but no, she isn't.
because im much worse and she's better than me in life.
but she,
how can anybody love a person so much?
how can anybody love a person that don't even know you exist so much?
how can anybody accept the fact that the person you love, won't ever love you and perhaps maybe you can't even see him once, and still love him so much...
how can anybody love so much...
but then again, loving an idol, won't hurt.
because he doesn't belong to you.
and he'll never will.
don't ever let fics control your thinking..
because you'll never meet your idol and he'll never fall in love with you.
and i really wonder if she would ever fall in love with a 'real' person, well someone that you can actually see and talk to everyday...
will she love him like forever.
until he's married.
well she says that she loves him oh so much.
okay she didnt say that.
but she made me realise that she really loves him alot.
how?
if only i could ask her that question.
heck she's younger than me.
why am i so immature.
or is she the mature one?
?You're like a queen and beautiful
7:41 PM