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Trini's.
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CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls' School (Primary & Secondary)
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What is the difference between loving and liking?

Random musings

you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
to live life your way.

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♥ February 2014
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Sunday, August 16, 2009

why do they just have the looks, the body, the brains, the popularity, the fame, the fun, the freedom, the everything.

when some people just DON'T.

is this how life is supposed to be like?

filled with unfairness and things never meant to be understood by some.

and when im here, whining about the fact that i'll never get the above, people like THEM are perhaps sitting in front of their computers too and complaining about the fact that they are broke, they got fatter, their grades are deproving and many other stuff.

i once told myself last year, that i will accept myself for who i am and continue to be the trini that i had always been.
but i think, i couldn't?
because, there are just too many people around me, too many skinny people around me.
when i'm home, i don't really bother to think about my fat-ness.
but when i'm in school.
i have to look at them when i talk to them right?
i have to.
and then i'll be reminded that hey, i need to lose some weight no?

but then again, why didn't i bother to notice that the people around me are really skinny (6charity '07 became a class of lianz to me now. it wasnt before)
why didn't it even cross my mind ONCE that i need to lose weight.
what the hell happened?
but its better in sn?
what if i got into some lian neighbourhood school then i'll end up as a fat lian (i seriously depise fat lianz. like seriously, look in the mirror).

then when i start running, people tell me there is no need to.
seriously, i really feel like telling them to shut the fuck up.
who are they to tell me that im not fat
who are they to tell me that they ARE fat.
i should totally get a life.
yes i need to get one
i should stop doing this.
again and again and again and again and again
everyday.

这是个虚伪的世界。
你从来都不会猜透对方到底是怎样想的。