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Trini's.
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What is the difference between loving and liking?

Random musings

you pulled me back
caught me and left me hanging
in your pocket
you're my worst salvation, baby.
oh i wish i was not the one to walk away
to live life your way.

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Past entries

White rainbow;

♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
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♥ January 2011
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♥ February 2013
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♥ October 2013
♥ December 2013
♥ February 2014
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♥ August 2014

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Monday, August 31, 2009

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get it no?
D:

Sunday, August 30, 2009

ITS BEEN A VERYYYYYY SINFUL WEEKEND
):

HAD LIKE MA LA HUO GUO LAST NIGHT
AND UH
TODAY.

MORNING
WANTON MEE
LUNCH
YUM CHA
DINNER
PASTAMANIA (L)

YOU SEE HOW SINFUL MY WEEKEND HAD BEEN

PLUS.
I ATE NUGGETS AT 2AM AGAIN
AHHHHH

I NEEEED TO RUN LIKE IDK HOW MUCH TMR TO BURN OFF THOSE CALORIES ):

sigh.
i hate my cousins
okay fine
dislike
they have no life
NO LIFE AT ALL

wtf.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

i realised im the smartest in my family.
so you can infer how dumb my family is
i should like
START MUGGING NOW.
or at least start homeec ):

okay.
WE SHOULD STOP THE KOREAN WAVE IN SINGAPORE D:
even though it increases the chance of having suju to come to singapore
sighh..
my cousin is going to grow and become taller than me anytime D:
damnit

they suck at guitar hero
and yes
i dun like them
life is much better without them and just me and my dear brother.

OH WOW.
IM SO HAPPY!
I HAVE MY LIT EOY ON MY BIRTHDAY.
MY BIRTHDAY

TYVM. <3
DEAR SCHOOL.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING ME HAVE MY LIT EOY ON MY BIRTHDAY!
FUCK YOU.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

i just fucking hell told her that i need to study for the EOYs during the september holidays.
THATS ALL.
THATS FUCKING ALL.
why must she link everything to me using the computer too much.
LIKE WTF.
im use the computer to study right.
THEN WHAT I PRINT EVERY SINGLE PPT OUT LA.
then she say what do work
more like chatting on msn.
i couldn't be bothered to answer back.

don't worry im not some daughter that goes around saying that her mother is a bitch.

and now everything is alright after my bath.
LOL.
we can never fight for long.
HAHA

Monday, August 24, 2009

homeec sucks.
especially when your hotmail is fucking hell not working and you can't open the mail you sent to yourself D<

[Muslims, as with Jews, are restricted in their diet. Prohibited foods include pork products, blood, carrion, and alcohol. All meat must come from a herbivorous animal slaughtered in the name of God by a Muslim, Jew, or Christian, with the exception of game that one has hunted or fished for oneself. Food permissible for Muslims is known as halal food.]

this is so ridiculous.
ROFL.
muslims don't get to understand the wonderful taste of blood.

eh.
i became smart overnight?
okay not night. days.
how the hell did i manage to get 27/30 for history?
how the hell did i manage to get 18/25 for lit? (oh thats actually not so bad coz i knew the question beforehand.)
what happened to me
and now im so motivated to do my homeec and study math.
geez.
i dont want to become a all study person.
ah fuck.
i still need to revise for physics.
this is the result of listening to 93.3fm in class instead of your dear physics teacher *pukes*
okay.
i'll finish like at least 5 points of my stupid homeec by uhh. 9?
impossible.

HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAYY YESUNG^^

I LOVE YOU.
your voice is realllly awesome.
and its not like you cant dance!
you can.
its just that eunhae is really awesome!
Your voice leave me speechless.
like wow.
K.R.Y. would not be my favoriteee sub group without you.
'cause ryeowook's little boy voice, kyuhyun's deep voice and YOUR WONDERFUL voice blend in so well together.
you are realllly funny at times like the song battle ahaha.
STREET FIGHTER YEAH.
so cute (:
Super Junior would not be Super Junior without you.
Hwaiting.

I bet Ryeowook cooked alot for you!
TEEHEE.
spread the YEWOOK love

(i realised i wrote very little for kibum O: damnit. this is really evil.but but. okay so, people will what think that im not qualified to be an E.L.F. coz elfs are not supposed to go like i love super junior but i dun like _______. btw, who the hell made it like this. so what huh? all hardcore elfs should be like i have my top number one who is _______ and the rest are second^^ OR all 13 are my favorite none of them are second.wth. i admit i don't like kibum that much. i know he's working hard in acting and we should be proud of him. but. forget it. why should i even explain in the first place. 解释就是掩饰。)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESUNG AGAIN ^^

Sunday, August 23, 2009

OKAY.
ITS CONFIRMED.
MY BROTHER OWES ME 335 NOW.
HE WILL RETURN IT TO ME.
BY
11TH OF DECEMBER 2009!
WOW
IF HE DOES NOT.
THEN.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA *INSERTS MACHINE GUN LAUGHTER*

brother's asleeeeep already.
guess im supposed to be a kind sister
and get the fuck out of his room
and get some sleep too.
sigh.

its been a long time since it rained this heavily at this time.
hmm.
but im not alone.
well my whole family is awake now.
we wanted to order macs.
but too bad rain, they can't deliver.
so mum's cooking noodles ((((:
WHEE
i love instant noodles ^^

행박하다! ^^

TRINI WILL HAVE AN UNEXPECTED WINDFALL IN DECEMBER 10TH 2009.
SHE WILL RECEIVE $315 THEN.
if that is her brother is willing to pay up.
omg i suddenly feel so rich
muahahahahhahhahahahhahaa
okay then its not unexpected whatever :D

Friday, August 21, 2009

HAPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY KIBUM.


kibum.
why do you keep MIAing?!
just come back will ya.
the kihae pic was really cute (:
just comeback and make super junior 13 again once more.
to tell the truth.
i really don't like your personality.
but, no matter what, you will always be part of super junior.
saranghaeyo<3

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

because my mere existence doesn't mean anything to you
all that i did was so insignificant
i should stop all this.
right?

you know
there are times where i really want to just shout out
"shut up and fuck off."

so i've concluded that im not one of your good friends.

Monday, August 17, 2009

hmmm.
is it my heesica or is everyone experiencing the same thing?

oh wellll.
연인이여 < its a really nice song (:

but hankyung died in the mv TT.TT

history test.
i'm supposed to be studying
but what have i been doing???
watching dramas and doing random stupid stuff.

edcbcbcbabag

^^

Sunday, August 16, 2009

why do they just have the looks, the body, the brains, the popularity, the fame, the fun, the freedom, the everything.

when some people just DON'T.

is this how life is supposed to be like?

filled with unfairness and things never meant to be understood by some.

and when im here, whining about the fact that i'll never get the above, people like THEM are perhaps sitting in front of their computers too and complaining about the fact that they are broke, they got fatter, their grades are deproving and many other stuff.

i once told myself last year, that i will accept myself for who i am and continue to be the trini that i had always been.
but i think, i couldn't?
because, there are just too many people around me, too many skinny people around me.
when i'm home, i don't really bother to think about my fat-ness.
but when i'm in school.
i have to look at them when i talk to them right?
i have to.
and then i'll be reminded that hey, i need to lose some weight no?

but then again, why didn't i bother to notice that the people around me are really skinny (6charity '07 became a class of lianz to me now. it wasnt before)
why didn't it even cross my mind ONCE that i need to lose weight.
what the hell happened?
but its better in sn?
what if i got into some lian neighbourhood school then i'll end up as a fat lian (i seriously depise fat lianz. like seriously, look in the mirror).

then when i start running, people tell me there is no need to.
seriously, i really feel like telling them to shut the fuck up.
who are they to tell me that im not fat
who are they to tell me that they ARE fat.
i should totally get a life.
yes i need to get one
i should stop doing this.
again and again and again and again and again
everyday.

这是个虚伪的世界。
你从来都不会猜透对方到底是怎样想的。

Saturday, August 15, 2009

hmmmm
why are people saying that they are fat when in actual fact, they are not!
i can give you tons of examples.

1)LOH SZE YING AMANDA
2)LIN ZITING
3)TAN SI HUI GENEVIEVE
4)LIANNE CHIA
5)SONIA ANN THOMAS
6)SARAH JANE TONG
7)LIM PECK YEE
8)MELANIE TEO (FORGOT HER FULL NAME)
9)TAN SHIYU
10)TAN HWEE NGEE MARIANNE
11)GUI JING YI(TUITION)
12)TAN XIN YEE(TUITION)
13)JENNY TAN(TUITION)

I DIDN'T LIST 13 PEOPLE ON PURPOSE.
the most ridiculous people are the TOP 3 people -_____________-
like wtf.
i have evidence that they are effffffffin skinny
pictures yeah
AMANDA LOH claims that she's fat
tell me, in what way is she fat.
ZITING claims that her legs got fatter and look more like a carrot.
if her legs does look like a carrot, then how do skinny legs look like?
GENEVIEVE claims that she she got a fat tummy, if she does then how does a SUPER FLAT stomach look like?

enlighten me someone.

then they tell me that im not fat.
when i am
i'll let the weight and my appeareance do the talking.

this is so ridiculous.
i would rather hear the cruel truth like "yeah trini, you are fat. its okay, just go and run more! it'll help!"
then, "Eh, YOU ARE NOT!. YOU SHOULD STOP RUNNING. YOU ARE NOT FAT"
虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪,虚伪

and im slacking nowadays.
im losing the determination to run
how could i
i need to STOP eating lunch.
i'll eat recess?
at least on mondays and thursdays when i dun run
but i think i should change the days to monday, tuesday and wednesday.
i should keep the one hour on fridays for the rest.
yes
i should

its been such a long time and this is still only my 190th post.
见贤思齐焉，见不贤内自省也。
lol.

i realised im very scary.
after i read ______'s lj
so i sound like that when i use chinese to emo
i can't help it
no no, i cant help it.

and after so many changes
after trying to change many stuff
after trying to adapt to life without them
after trying to make more new best friends
after doing so much

i think.
its still them
sonia, sarah, lianne (:

FOOD SHOPPING YEAH.
teachers day ^^

orchard TEEHEE.

if theres nothing wrong that is.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME (:

right, and wtfffff.
i lost my wallet.
FOR THE THIRD TIME.
BBs, the 3rd time for god's sake.
first time left it on bus(yes a bus)
then second time i was 100% sure its under my desk (so its not really lost la)
then NOWWWWW.

I HAVE THIS VERY STRONG FEELING ITS IN THE GYM TOILET.
like 99% gym toilet
and 1% in class

WHYWHYWHYWHY
MY $$$$$
AND MY CARDS AND MY OTHER STUFF
I FEEL LIKE CRYING RAHH.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.

seriously.
what the FUCK is wrong with me.
like really.
i feel like.
crap.
i cant study well, im too fat, im too short, i cant manage relationships well, i need anger management lessons, i should stop stalking people (i dont even know why i want to know so much about certain people like i used to know why, i used to, but what the fuck happened to me), i need to start doing my homework, i need to stop being an idiot, i need to stop finding myself fucked up, i need to stop screwing my already screwed up life, i need to stop reading fanfics, i need to stop fangirling, i need to stop being so delusional, i need to stop being such a fucked up fucking bitch, i need to stop being a self-proclaimed elf, i need to stop loving suju, i need to start practising my piano more, i need to stop failing stuff, i need to stop having these mood swings, i need to stop being me.

(seriously, i question myself, am i even pro at one single thing? just one. just one.
and the answer is fucking no. why. i ask myself. why. but the oh-so-dumb trini just cant find an answer. nope. no answer.)

and i dont even know what caused these moodswings. i dont know why im doing this.
and i think, i dont even know myself.

I DID IT.
I FINALLY DID IT.
I FINALLY FINALLY DID IT.

but its like such a small improvement.
lol.
why is there no change in my weight
when 我瘦了?
ehh.
this isnt making sense
fine maybe i never did lose weight
i zi ji pian zi ji.

oh well.
kbox was fun
but maybe not THAT fun
thanks to ahem.
oh well.

i fucking hell got insulted by a PRIMARY ONE?! (on friday)
seriously what is with the primary ones.
fuck.
that fucking small imp poke my face with the national flag and called me SHORT.
hello, yes i am short but YO. are you taller than me?!
eh.
fucking hell no respect eh.
i was such a nice and kind primary one.
what the hell happened to sn primary?!

i dun miss you being my best friend.
we were never cut out to be the best of friends i think.
all we talked about was idols idols and idols.
we never shared any secrets.
okay fine, maybe one or two minor ones.
hmmm,i suck at relationships.

TOMORROW IS MY 5TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH SUJU.
LOL.
I SUCK
5 MONTHS.
BUT HAHHAHA.
YAY
TEEHEE

Saturday, August 8, 2009

okay, gen's birthday dedication.

I LOVE YOU MY OTHER SIDE ^^
we've known each other for not very long yeah
actually, idk how we became that close anyway.
hahaha
so, there were many changes in us like ever since last year.
the pure and innocent me got corrupted by you and your sex education and love for yaoi and stuff
and uh, i started watching anime thanks to you
and i loved CROSS (and i still do) because i watched dgm, and i watched dgm thanks to you
and i starting liking yaoi because of you
and i did so many things for the first time because of you.
like,
TAKING THE BUS ALONE FOR THE FIRST TIME
RUNNING FOR A BUS THE FIRST TIME
MISSED A BUS FOR THE FIRST TIME
GOT SO FREAKING EMBARASSED ON A BUS FOR THE FIRST TIME
PON TUITION FOR THE FIRST TIME
WENT TO KBOX FOR THE FIRST TIME
EAT VEGETARIAN WILLINGLY FOR THE FIRST TIME
AND MANY MANY MANY MANY MOREEE
and the same thing happened to you im sure.
hmm, like the most recent one
although you said that it's what you curious about music and dunno what thingy thats why you went to listen to suju and snsd and blah
THEN YOU STARTING TO LIKE KYUHYUN.
AND YOU USED TO CALL RYEOWOOK UGLY AND THE WOOK SHORTIE AND SHORT AND UGLY OKAY I REPEATED THAT.
AND NOW YOU THINK THAT RYEOWOOK IS SO CUTE (:
(of course he is :D)
yes.
and i know that you know that you changed alot thanks to me too.
hahaha
we quarelled many times i think
but yeah.
and many things happened.
so happy birthday gen ♥♥♥
(although im one day late)
we still have 'bout 2 more years together >D
and maybe after sec 4 ahaha.
AND YEAH, WE SHALL MAKE OUR JUNIORS CRY WHEN WE LEAVE!
(unlike our evil seniors i think we make the best seniors ever <3)

you're 14 nowwwwww. old
TEEHEE

just kidding♥

Friday, August 7, 2009

HAPPPPPPPPPPY BIRRRRTTTHHHDAAAAYYYY
GENEVIEVE (:

i know you want some kind of dedication
but i really want to sleeep.
its so freaking early
but yes.
i want to sleep.
so
uh.
YEAH
WAIT FOR IT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (:

Saturday, August 1, 2009

i feel so lonely D<
talk to me?

im rewatching DGM all over again.
actually only the second time im rewatching it.
the songs are really awesome :D

kyumin is gonna replace hanchul if ficcy does not update O:

D<
I LEFT MY WALLET UNDER MY DESK.
OMFG.
INSIDE GOT MONEYYYY.
HOWHOWHOW.
IT BETTER STILL BE THERE ON MONDAY D<

-OFF TO TUITION-

MY INBOX IS SPAMMED WITH FACEBOOK EMAILS.
FACEBOOK GENEVIEVE TAN COMMENTED ON YOU PHOTO/WALL

YEAH.
I SUDDENLY SO ACTIVE ON FB WTH.
AND I WANY MY WALLET TT.TT